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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

She turns back to the sink and glances in the mirror. Her mother tells her not to give up, that Sam will be fine. Behind her Max has laid Sam across his lap and is taking off his nappy. She spins round. ‘Don’t do that?’ she yells.

‘He needs changing and it’s keeping in the heat.’

‘I’ll do it.’ She tries to take Sam from him but Max has already undone the tabs and the heavy nappy falls to the floor. There is a tiny crescent-shaped mark the size of a five pence piece on Sam’s lower back. Maddy’s eyes lock with Max’s. Before she can do anything, he’s turned Sam around.

‘Maddy?’

For a long second she watches him digesting what he’s seen. Her hand grips the sponge. Barely a drop of water left in it.

‘This is unusual, isn’t it?’ he asks, swallowing hard.

Maddy blinks.

‘I mean it’s like the one they showed on the news – on baby Charlie.’

‘Is it? You’re the father of both of them. There are bound to be similarities.’ She opens her hand and the sponge springs back to life.

‘I suppose so.’ He frowns and lays Sam across his legs and puts a clean nappy on him, but Sam’s body becomes floppy.

‘What’s wrong with him?’ Maddy sobs.

‘Call the doctor,’ Max says in a quiet voice.

‘We can’t,’ she screams.

‘Maddy – now!’

She doesn’t move, her eyes fixed on Sam.

‘Please!’ he shouts.

Sam’s neck and limbs hang loose.

Max gently passes him to her and he dashes into the bedroom. She catches sight of her mother’s flushed face in the mirror. She is crying.

Sam is quiet in Maddy’s arms when Max comes back in.

‘They said Dr Carey has just finished another call nearby, so he’s on his way here now.’

In a matter of minutes there is a loud rap at the door.

Max answers it and races back upstairs, followed by the doctor.

‘You were lucky to catch me,’ Dr Carey says, taking out his stethoscope.

Max describes what’s happened. The doctor shines a light in Sam’s eyes. He checks his neck and breathing. The rash has calmed down.

‘It’s probably a virus,’ Dr Carey tells them. His left eye twitches every time he speaks.

‘Thank God. I thought it was… worse.’ Max wipes his face on his sleeve.

‘Give him Calpol and keep sponging him down. These things often go as quickly as they come. Always worth getting it checked out though.’

Maddy nods.

‘I didn’t know you’d had your baby already, Mrs Saunders. When was he born?’

‘Saturday.’ She steals a glance at Max. His face has darkened.

‘I see. I must be thinking of another patient.’

Her eyes fix in a stare. She nods.