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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Max sighs. ‘I was with someone years before you and she got pregnant, but her family told me she’d had an abortion. They forced me to move away, change my name. But it turns out she had the baby. I only found out by accident.’

They hear a loud clunk. The dogs have pushed the door handle down and broken out. They scamper and skid down the hall into the living room, jumping up at him, licking his face and hands.

‘Three dogs?’ He tries to fend them off, but they continue to jump all over him unable to contain their excitement.

‘I know all about your other family… Adam,’ she hisses.

‘It was you.’ Max grabs her wrist.

She shakes her hand free. ‘I quite like the way you’ve done your house out. Funny that everything’s so similar to ours.’

‘Do you know what’s happened to the baby?’

‘What baby?’

‘Alison’s baby. Don’t you watch the news?’

Maddy crosses her arms. ‘You mean your baby.’

‘I was coming to that, I’m so sorry.’

‘Sorry you slept with her or sorry you’ve been found out?’

‘Please tell me if you know where the baby is.’

‘You got two women pregnant and you decided to jump off a bridge. What kind of a father are you?’ She flicks her hand at him.

‘She got pregnant without telling me.’

‘Do you think I’m stupid?’ She laughs hysterically. ‘You’ve been sleeping with another woman – living with her, playing happy families.’

‘She tried to trap me.’

‘Ahh, trouble in paradise. Am I meant to feel sorry for you? Were you ever going to tell me?’

‘Yes, I wanted to…’ Max covers his face with his hands, ‘…so many times.’ He leans back in his seat and shuts his eyes. She pours more whiskey for herself, drinking it in one before refilling both glasses. She holds one out to Max, nudging him until he opens his eyes. He takes it from her, staring ahead, unblinking, and drinks it down.

‘But it was easier for you if we thought you were dead?’

‘I wanted to come back here to be with you and Emily.’

‘Why didn’t you leave her then?’ she shouts.

‘I wanted to, but she must have sensed I wanted out. Next thing I knew, she was expecting.’

‘And so was I.’ Maddy growls in his face. ‘What about me and our baby?’

‘I didn’t know what to do.’ His hands twist together.

‘You could have come home at any time.’

‘It was complicated.’ He drags his hands down his face.

She sits back and waits.

‘Because like I said, she had a baby eight years ago, a son I thought had been aborted.’

‘Ah yes, young Jamie, a fine boy.’

Max looks up. ‘He knows about Emily. Was it you, coming to the house?’

‘So, you never thought to mention you had a son before we got married?’