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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Is that it? No explanation? Why did you go there? I thought you were dead. Drowned.’ She shivers, pulls a cardigan from the back of the chair and wraps it around her shoulders.

‘I had to get away.’

‘What for?’ The dogs are scratching at the utility door.

‘Why don’t you let them out?’

‘Answer my question.’ She opens the back door so she can breathe. The rainfall has softened into a mist and an earthy smell wafts in.

‘I couldn’t cope after losing Chloe.’ Max’s shoulders hunch over.

‘Was it really you on that bridge?’ Sparks fly in front of her eyes.

He looks more through her than at her and rakes his wet hair, lost in his own thoughts.

‘Did you fall?’ She needs to know.

He tips his head up, but after a moment, drops his gaze. ‘I’m in a lot of debt. I was struggling. The whole partnership with John… it didn’t work out.’

‘You were never in business together, were you?’

Max’s fingers burrow deeper into his hair. He turns his face away and shakes his head slowly.

‘So, where’s my money?’ Her voice sounds like her mother’s.

He looks down and rubs his thumb over the letter A on his wrist.

‘Gone.’

‘Just like that?’ She takes two glasses out of the cupboard and pours a slug of whiskey into each.

‘You’ve moved things round,’ he says, following her into the living room, ‘and your hair looks different.’

‘I fancied a change.’

‘I thought your bump would be out here by now.’ He looks at her as though for the first time.

She hands him the drink and they sit down. The silence curdles. She watches his eyes narrow as he considers the sofa pushed against the back wall instead of across the room, the new plain rug and the pictures on the walls in different positions. Max knocks back his drink in one. He picks up the picture of Chloe and Emily from the shelf.

‘How’s Emily been?’ he asks.

‘Don’t pretend you care,’ she snaps. ‘You should have been here for her.’

‘I’m sorry.’ He puts the picture back, but he stays facing the wall, head down. ‘There’s something I need to tell you, Maddy. I should have told you a long time ago.’

‘Mummy.’ Emily appears in the doorway, giving them both a start.

‘Darling, what are you doing down here?’ Maddy asks.

Emily’s eyes brighten. ‘Daddy!’ She embraces Max with open arms, squeezing him with all her might.

‘I’ve missed you so much.’ He kneels in front of her, examining her face, pushing her tears aside with his thumbs. He kisses her forehead and hugs her again.

‘Where’ve you been?’ Emily asks.

‘Daddy’s not been well.’ Maddy stands over them, stroking Emily’s hair.

Emily links her hand with Max’s and swings them back and forth.