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  1. NAYANIKA MAHTANI
  2. Contents
  3. Advance Praise for the Book
  4. 1947
  5. Drawing the Line
  6. Paper Boats
  7. Zero Hour
  8. The Referee
  9. Musaafir Khaana
  10. As if Nothing Had Happened
  11. No Man’s Land
  12. 2008
  13. Of Mice and Men
  14. There’s More to Life than Cricket
  15. Poster Girl
  16. Recess
  17. Talking in Riddles
  18. Blue-Black Nothings
  19. Selection Day
  20. We’ve Got News
  21. ‘That Voice’
  22. Winging It
  23. The Unspoken Code
  24. Mind the Gap
  25. Dragon Breath
  26. Nabeel’s Kitchen
  27. Sumo Wrestling
  28. War of the Roses
  29. Too Much to Digest
  30. Alphonso Season
  31. Glorious Uncertainties
  32. Stalkers
  33. Empty-handed
  34. The Bridge
  35. The High Road
  36. Houseful
  37. Acrylics and Oils
  38. Rukhsana
  39. Rahmat Bibi
  40. Threads
  41. Too Familiar
  42. Fireflies
  43. Four’s Company
  44. Howzat?
  45. The Little Green Dot
  46. Touching Distance
  47. Filter Coffee
  48. Deadlock
  49. Unforgotten
  50. The Envelope
  51. Highway Robbers
  52. Travel Companions
  53. Unseen
  54. 2012
  55. Pitching It Right
  56. Epilogue
  57. What Did I Miss?
  58. Erasure
  59. Author’s Note
  60. Bibliography
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. Read more in Penguin
  63. Read more in Penguin
  64. Read more in Penguin
  65. THE BEGINNING

And that was the last thing she remembered before she fell.

Mid-way through Habib’s speech, a sudden flurry of activity broke out at the far end of the gallery.

‘Is everything all right?’ asked Habib, turning to Julia.

‘One of the guests fainted. She’s better now. We’re just making sure she’s okay. Please carry on with your talk,’ she said sotto voce, smiling reassuringly at the bewildered guests.

As soon as his speech was done, Habib hurried over to the back of the room to collect his things, relieved that the ordeal was over. He spotted Toshi, sitting there, looking deathly pale.

‘Ah, you’re still here? Is everything all right?’

Toshi looked up at him. ‘Yes, yes. I’m . . . just waiting for my family to collect me,’ she said.

‘There’s no rush to run away. Please take your time. Actually, I’m waiting for my family too—they’ve gone to the airport to fetch my son, you see. He’s coming in from Rawalpindi today. He has finally managed to get himself some leave from work. He’s a very successful banker.’

‘Oh, that’s nice,’ said Toshi absently.

‘Are you sure you’re okay?’

‘Yes, I am—I’m sure. I’m fine.’

Habib looked away, unconvinced. Toshi fiddled with the tassels on her shawl, then she turned to Habib.

‘So, your painting . . . ’ said Toshi, struggling to find the right words to phrase her question. ‘How come it’s called “Toshi”? Was she your sister? I mean . . . it isn’t a very Muslim name, is it?’

‘Oh no, she wasn’t. That’s just artistic license. I knew someone—he had a sister called Toshi—and my PR team thought I should give the story a spin.’

‘Ah.’ There was a pregnant pause before Toshi spoke again. ‘And this person you knew . . . Where is he now?’ Toshi was holding her breath, as if even exhaling would extinguish her feeble flicker of hope.

‘He died a long time ago,’ said Habib, shrugging matter-of-factly.

‘I see,’ said Toshi. A door slammed shut inside her and left hope out in the cold.

‘Why do you ask?’

‘Oh, it’s nothing. It’s just that I’m called Toshi too, and I had a little brother and we would play pithoo together in the gully, my brother Loki and I—and he would always hide one stone, the last one . . . ’

Toshi’s voice broke off.

‘I bet your brother always beat you at pithoo?’ said Habib, looking at her strangely. She looked up, smiling at the memory, and was about to say something, but Habib continued. ‘But the only reason he won was because he had three thumbs, right?’

He held up his left hand. Toshi just stared at it, speechless.

‘Tar . . . Tarlok . . . ? Loki?’ she whispered, almost fearful to even give voice to the hope welling inside her.

Habib nodded, tears streaming down his face. He reached into his pocket and took out an oval, olive-coloured pebble that resembled a bulbul’s egg.