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  1. NAYANIKA MAHTANI
  2. Contents
  3. Advance Praise for the Book
  4. 1947
  5. Drawing the Line
  6. Paper Boats
  7. Zero Hour
  8. The Referee
  9. Musaafir Khaana
  10. As if Nothing Had Happened
  11. No Man’s Land
  12. 2008
  13. Of Mice and Men
  14. There’s More to Life than Cricket
  15. Poster Girl
  16. Recess
  17. Talking in Riddles
  18. Blue-Black Nothings
  19. Selection Day
  20. We’ve Got News
  21. ‘That Voice’
  22. Winging It
  23. The Unspoken Code
  24. Mind the Gap
  25. Dragon Breath
  26. Nabeel’s Kitchen
  27. Sumo Wrestling
  28. War of the Roses
  29. Too Much to Digest
  30. Alphonso Season
  31. Glorious Uncertainties
  32. Stalkers
  33. Empty-handed
  34. The Bridge
  35. The High Road
  36. Houseful
  37. Acrylics and Oils
  38. Rukhsana
  39. Rahmat Bibi
  40. Threads
  41. Too Familiar
  42. Fireflies
  43. Four’s Company
  44. Howzat?
  45. The Little Green Dot
  46. Touching Distance
  47. Filter Coffee
  48. Deadlock
  49. Unforgotten
  50. The Envelope
  51. Highway Robbers
  52. Travel Companions
  53. Unseen
  54. 2012
  55. Pitching It Right
  56. Epilogue
  57. What Did I Miss?
  58. Erasure
  59. Author’s Note
  60. Bibliography
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. Read more in Penguin
  63. Read more in Penguin
  64. Read more in Penguin
  65. THE BEGINNING

The couple with Toshi seemed entirely overawed by Habib’s presence.

‘Oh, you’re Habib Haider, aren’t you? We absolutely love your art. Could we have a photograph with you please?’ gushed the lady, signalling to her husband to smoothen his hair over his bald patch. ‘We’re such huge fans—in fact, we have four of your early works in our home.’

‘Ah, that’s more than my wife will keep in ours,’ smiled Habib.

‘I’m happy to click your photograph,’ offered Toshi, quite tickled by this scene.

The man quickly handed his phone to Toshi and the couple happily posed with Habib, flanking him with flair. As soon as the couple had dispensed with their effusive raving and left, Toshi turned to Habib.

‘Congratulations! You seem to be quite the celebrity.’

‘As I said, this world is full of deluded people,’ replied Habib, smiling.

‘So, I take it that this is one of yours?’ Toshi asked, pointing to the painting with the circles.

‘Yes, and I’m told that some crazy person has offered to pay an obscene amount of money for that artwork.’

‘Excellent. So, you’ll be an even richer celebrity now.’

‘I would be. Except that this painting is not for sale.’

‘Oh. May I ask why not?’

There was a brief second of silence. ‘Because it completes me,’ said Habib. ‘Does that make any sense?’

‘Not really,’ smiled Toshi. ‘But I guess all you artistic lot are supposed to sound like this. Talking in circles, as they say.’

Habib threw his head back and laughed. Just then, the manager of the gallery, a young woman with a name tag and an officious look about her, rustled up to Habib.

‘Excuse me, Mr Haider, could we have a few words from you please for our guests?’

‘If you insist, Julia,’ said Habib. ‘I’ll be with you in a moment.’

Julia half-smiled and bustled off. Habib looked wryly at Toshi. ‘This is the bit I dread the most,’ he muttered. ‘I’m terrified of speaking in public. Please don’t feel obliged to stay. And thanks again for coming.’

Toshi smiled. ‘I’m sure you’ll do a very fine job,’ she said.

As Habib walked away, Toshi took one last look at the painting. She put on her spectacles and peered at the little label beside the painting.

It read:

Artist: Habib Haider

Title: TOSHI, 1961

This painting is the artist’s tribute to a childhood game he would play with his sister, Toshi. Pithoo is a game involving seven stones. The artist chose to draw six circles representing six stones because the seventh stone is still in his possession—and has been ever since he was a boy.

The ground beneath Toshi’s feet seemed to shift. The room swerved like a pendulum —and the paintings and people and paraphernalia came crashing in on her. Gradually, the dimly lit art gallery narrowed down to one swinging light bulb, which cast everything in its wavering shadow. Something inside Toshi’s chest was compressing tighter and tighter. Like hope, with its wings tied.