“A knight is still a knight, Pip. Regardless of the armour they wear. I will always be whatever you need me to be — tonight you need to sleep.” I open my mouth to speak but he places a finger over it. Did he just shush me — I think he just shushed me. “Don’t think for a second that I don’t want to bend you over this vanity and make you watch yourself come over and over again, whilst you milk every drop from me.” He runs his fingers along the black marble. “Fuck, it’s taking every fibre of my being not to do that right now. You’re more than that though Kinsley; I need you to know you mean so much more than that to me.”

I try to push off, to jump down onto my feet, but again he scoops me up into his arms and carries me over to the bed. I know I’m drunk, but I’m still capable of knowing what I want. Right now, what I want is an orgasm, if only I had my vibrator here, I’d just do the damn job myself.

Tanner

Kinsley rolls away from me with a huff and pulls the blankets up around her. She’s snooty, I get it and I would think it was cute if I wasn’t so caught up in the feelings I am having for her. I don’t think she realises how badly I want her at this very moment, but I also need her to know what she means to me. This is more than just sex. I don’t know when it turned into more, but it did; it’s been more for a while. I undress down to my briefs and climb into bed. Reaching out I pull her close to me and inhale her shampoo and the sweet smell of the cocktails.

Holding her close, I whisper to her, “I remember meeting this girl a while back. She was shy, with dark brown hair and freckles dusted across her nose.Whenever I spoke, her cheeks would blush — I’d never had a favourite colour, until I met her.” I lace my fingers through hers, resting our hands on her stomach. “That first day, I caught her eye-fucking me from her car. She didn’t know I was watching, but from the second I saw her, I couldn’t tear my eyes away. From that moment my eyes were only for her.”

Kinsley’s breathing begins to even out and I realise she’s asleep. I’m not sure if she heard any of what I had said, but being this deep into my confession, I keep going.