Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

Having Em home has been awesome, yet I still can’t help but wonder why she came back. I have made subtle attempts over the past few days to pry it out of her, but anytime I mention anything that could lead to a conversation about her being here, she avoids the topic and brushes me off; I’ll find out sooner or later, I always do. I can’t blame her for not wanting Mum and Dad to know the ins and outs of her life; having them sailing around the world on their private yacht has been pure bliss for me. I can’t say Kinsley and I would be where we are today if they were here hovering; trying to control me , and dictating what I do with my life …

Her voice pulls me from my thoughts. “How are Harley and the boys?” We are on the way to have a few drinks at the bar with Kins. Her shift finishes at 9pm tonight and the girls wanted to do something fun before Emma leaves tomorrow.

“I haven’t really seen them. I’ve been busy with the business.” My response comes out a little short and I see her straighten in her seat.

“You’re twenty-seven years old, Tanner. When are you going to stop letting Mum and Dad walk all over you?” Emma shakes her head and her loose curls fall into her face. She tucks them behind her ear and continues to speak, “Those boys are your family, don’t push them away.”

“Enough, Em. Just drop it.”

I glance sideways at her and see she has her arms crossed over her chest. “Finish the tantrum before we arrive, Princess, or you can wait in the car.”

‘We’ll always be here for you, Chonk. Do what you need to do.’ Harley’s words the last time we spoke whisper in my mind as I indicate and turn into the car park of Twisted Sister. He understands; one day it won’t need to be this way. A sting of guilt hits me and I rub my chest, feeling the physical pain of juggling two worlds; the one I was born into and the one I should be grateful for.

I scan the inside of Twisted Sister as we enter. There are a couple of girls sipping cocktails on couches over in the far corner, as well as a few others standing, scattered along the length of the bar. Making our way through the small crowd, people part as I direct Emma to a tall table with three stools and wave Becky over when she looks our way.

“Could you watch this one for a second? Grab us some menus and a round of drinks for the three of us? I’m just going to grab Kinsley from out the back.”

“Sure thing, I’ll only be one second,” she says, whisking away to get the menus.