Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

A quick dash to find my phone reminds me I need to call Kinsley and ask her to come and take Lou-loo for a walk this morning — maybe she’ll even drop me lunch … But I stop myself when I pick it up and see that there’s a text message from Tanner at 10.23pm last night.

T - Hey Jesse, it’s Tanner. I need to talk to you about something, give me a call when you’re free.

I send off a quick text to Kinsley before dialling Tanner’s number, praying this conversation won’t last longer than the drive to school.

There is a rumble in the background of Tanner’s line as the call connects. “Hello?”

“Are you on your bike?” Curiosity peaks in my voice, and I slap my forehead with my palm. Why did I just say that out loud? I’m supposed to be playing it cool with this guy. “It’s Jesse, I just got your text.”

“Right.” Tanner seems to collect himself and when he speaks again there is concern laced in his tone. “Did you notice anything odd yesterday?”

More odd than being on a double date with you and my best friend — whom I’m in love with — and watching her eye-fuck you all day? More odd than having to explain to the poor girl I was paired with that I can’t be anymore than friends with her? Nope, nothing odd happened yesterday.

“Jesse?” he snaps.

“Uh … nope. Why?”

Tanner sighs, “I saw a blacked-out SUV following us. I don’t think the girls noticed, but I sure as hell did.”

I think back over the events of yesterday. Trying to recall the farmers market and the carpark at the lake where we had a picnic. I did see a blacked-out car both times. “Fuck —”

“You did notice? Jesse, why would someone be following you, or Kinsley? I can only speak for myself when I say that they weren’t following me, I don’t know Sophie but if you can think of any reason —”

I cut him off, “I’ll deal with it.”

“Tell me.” Tanner’s voice is darker now; not a request but a demand, but I can’t share this with him. There is only one person who would be following us and if I’m right, we’re in trouble. Fear swims with anger in my veins at the thought of Kinsley being followed.

“I can’t do that Tanner, I’ll deal with it though. Thanks for the heads up.” I hang up the phone as I pull into the staff car park.

My phone lights up with mine and Kinsley’s text message thread.

Me - Morning, can you please walk Lou for me?

Kinsley - You slept in again didn’t you? I’ll be right over.

Do I tell her? I don’t want her freaking out but I also want her to be watching her back …