Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

I throw on my favourite black denim jeans, and a basic tee. I’m not a girlie girl and I’m secretly hoping Tanner turns up on his bike. It almost removes the expectation to dress up, even though that is probably just more pressure I’m putting on myself.

A quick pause in the music tells me I have a new text message. Picking up my phone I see a text from Jesse. If I know my best friend at all, he will be way more nervous than Sophie is. God knows why; he’s gorgeous, funny, kind and girls melt over him.

Jesse - I should bring Lou-loo, she’s a good distraction for awkward moments …

I can’t help but burst into laughter. I knew it. He’s shitting himself. Dialling his number, he picks up on the first ring and I’m still laughing.

“Why are you laughing, Kinsley?!” he demands. “This isn’t funny.”

“Bring Lou if it makes you feel better, we are only going to the farmers market, then having a picnic. Lots of people take their dogs to those places.”

I can hear the relief in his voice. “Thank god. Okay, I better get organised. Love ya.”

“Love you too, Jess.”

The minute I hang up, I jump at the sound of Tanner’s voice — “Not sure how I feel about that.”

Spinning around, I see him standing at the top of the stairs, leaning against the door frame, with his hands tucked into the front of his jeans. His body language tells me he is the furthest thing from concerned. He’s just teasing.

I saunter towards him. “Feeling threatened are we?”

A deep laugh erupts from Tanner, one that I have never heard before. He seems relaxed today, not as moody. “Nah, not threatened. You’ve already claimed me, remember? You are the one who set up this double date.”

Smug bastard. I pat his firm chest as I brush past him. He can sit with those thoughts, two can play this game. I do love Jesse, in a way that Tanner could never compete with, but he shouldn’t feel threatened.

Tanner follows me down stairs, giving my plaits a tug as he moves around me. “I like these.” He smirks.

“They’re just for whilst I have a helmet on,” I giggle. “I’ll take them out once we get there.” A familiar flush returns to my cheeks; my body is always reacting to him.

“With your rosy cheeks and these plaits, I might just start calling you Pippi.”

I knew he would have noticed the flushed look on my face, it’s become a common occurrence, along with the fluttering of butterflies in my stomach when he’s around. But come on, Pippi Longstocking? Seriously …

“C’mon Pip, I’ve got something for you,” Tanner says, with a wink.