Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

Twenty minutes later we arrive at ‘Wake Up House’, one of the first businesses my parents purchased together. I unbuckle Kinsley’s helmet and hang it opposite my own on the handle bars. The sight of two helmets on my bike sends a warmth to my chest which I quickly dismiss. She shuffles out of the jacket and I lay that on the seat before taking her hand and leading us inside.

Her eyes light up when we enter the building. Cosy booths line the far wall, with tables scattered throughout the middle. A flower stand spreads from the front window across to the counter, where the baristas are pouring coffee and taking orders. “This place looks incredible,” Kinsley says.

“Hey Tanner,” Lisa — the barista — calls cheerfully from the counter. “Are you here on business or can I get you a table?”

“Breakfast for two please.” I look down at Kinsley. “Coffee or Smoothie to start?”

“Uh …” she stumbles, clearly trying to grasp the comment from Lisa about business. “— coffee please.”

I nod to Lisa. “One dirty chai and one latte, thanks Lisa.” I place my hand on Kinsley’s lower back guiding her in the direction of the staircase. “We are going to sit up on the balcony,” I reply over my shoulder.

I had already glanced up at the balcony when we arrived to make sure it was free, it’s reserved for our family and friends but I’ve never actually sat down and dined here. My parents like to show off what they’ve got, and they’ve got plenty. Personally it gives me the ick. I would choose a home cooked meal over being wined and dined any day of the week. Unfortunately for some of us, we don’t get to choose the lives we live. Lisa rattles off something about bringing up menus and setting the table; I’m too entranced however by the woman in front of me to take note of anything else she has to say.

* * *

Kinsley

My head is aching, but from up here, looking over the busy streets with a coffee in my hand and Tanner across from me, for the first time in a while everything feels okay. After Lisa takes our orders for breakfast, my phone buzzes in my pocket.

Sophie - Hey Girl, how did you pull up this morning?

Me - My head feels like I’ve been banging it against the wall. You?

Before she can reply I place my phone down on the table and excuse myself to go find a bathroom. The last thing I want Tanner thinking is that I’ve run off to go take a phone call or something. I’m probably overthinking it but whatever; I’ve got nothing to hide even if he was to go through my phone.