Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

“Bottoms up.” I wink at Sophie as we take our shots.

“Eww, that was —”

“Something to shake the nerves?” I finish for her and we both fall into the couch laughing. She checks her phone and sighs. I can tell by the defeated look on her face that her date has stood her up. My heart aches for her. Jesse will never believe me when I tell him, but for the first time in my life I’m going to put myself out there. Sophie seems to need someone to keep her company tonight and there aren’t any little voices telling me to run away. “What’s that cocktail like?”

She smirks and takes a sip. “Strong—” she coughs, “—but good.” She takes another. I wave Becky over and let her know that I’m calling my shift for the night, she eyes the shot glasses and makes me promise to stay put until she finishes so that she can drop me home.

“I’m going to get one for myself and grab my stuff from out the back, then we are going to show those girls how to dance.” Sophie offers me a thank you smile before I leave.

After our second cocktail I drag us off the dance floor back to the couches in the corner. For the past hour and a half, we have danced to all our favourite throwback songs on the jukebox and we are well and truly the last ones here.

Leaning over and plucking Sophie’s phone from her hands, I take a drunken selfie, add myself as a contact and attach the photo.

“Won’t let you be the one that got away.” I throw the romantic reference in to soften the blow that her date stood her up tonight. I can’t help but notice a text message pop up before handing her phone back to her.

Zach - Something came up. I’ll make it up to you.

Then it hits me. “I’ve got it!” I yell over the music. “The most perfect guy for you!”

“Nooo.” She shakes her head. “No more guys, no more dates.”

“But he’s honestly perfect,” I stumble over my words, my mind thinking about Jesse “— he even has a dog!” I say, interrupting my thoughts. I need to make a mental note to go visit Lou-loo soon. Hopefully, I’ll remember this mental note tomorrow once I’ve sobered up. What girl can refuse a cute guy and a dog?

“We could even double date,” I say, focusing back on the conversation. I’m not sure if she has said a word at all since I’ve been off in my thoughts.

Her response tells me she also has been off in her thoughts, “I’m so glad we met, I think I’m gonna keep you.”

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