Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

“See you then.” Jesse pauses before adding, “She went pretty dark there for the first forty-eight hours, but she seems to be doing okay today. I’ll be heading back there again tonight — I wanted to give her some space for the day.”

“I’ll be at your place soon.”

What else can I say? Thanks for updating me that she survived her depressive episode? The one caused by me walking away from her. Approaching the boxing bag in the corner, I lay into it, each punch a desperate plea for something to fill the void in my chest. My knuckles have healed slightly but it still stings. I welcome the pain, a distraction from the one which has been building in my chest. The boxing bag stills, Harley takes it in his hands and braces his stance. Lifting his chin, he motions for me to keep going and I nod, before continuing.

After a good twenty-five minute session my body collapses onto the couch, sticky with sweat. I could use a shower. Reading my thoughts, Harley tosses a towel at me, hitting me in the head.

“You stink,” he laughs. “Go upstairs and take a shower. I’ll make us something to eat.”

* * *

An hour later I’m sitting on Jesse’s couch. When I first arrived, he shook his head at the sight of my knuckles but he kept his mouth shut. Either he must be learning the meaning of a time and a place, or this whole thing with Kinsley has really shaken him up. I’m starting to think I was too hard on him in the beginning.

“What I can’t work out is who this ‘George Watson’ could be and why he warned Kinsley away from — all of this.” He gestures towards the living room floor where he has what looks to be everything from Kinsley’s spare room scattered everywhere.

“All of this.” I nod towards the mess. “Looked a lot more structured at her apartment.”

“Now who’s trying to joke around? Keep to what you’re good at, T.” Jesse laughs and I can’t help but smile.

“What about the footage of whoever dropped off the photos?”

“It gave us nothing, they had a balaclava on.” He rubs the back of his neck. “Back to square one.”

“Can I see? Just for the sake of it?”

Jesse was right, you couldn’t see a thing from the security footage. The guy even had gloves on, I thought maybe I could pick up on a piece of jewellery or a tattoo or something, something that Jesse had missed.

“Scrap this George guy, it’s leading us nowhere,” I say, getting aggravated. “What are the reasons we have that they would be pursuing Kinsley for? Why is she a target?” Fuck, there are so many more questions … Why her family? Is this all because her dad was a cop? No, it can’t be. It would need to be more, but what?