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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

The sound of the big drum echoed over the PA system, reverberated around the Rez, and rang out across the universe. The drummers picked up a fast beat and the lead singer belted out a crisp, clear lead that the half-dozen other singers around him grabbed and blasted back to him. Bugz recognized the song immediately—the original jingle dress song given in a dream to her people generations ago.

Bugz jumped to the balls of her feet and started to dance. Instantly, her nerves and anxieties dissipated, washed away by the swishing sounds of the dozens of metal cones fastened to her dress. The baseball-park lights surrounding the arbor flared in a million directions from the jingles as they swung and swayed with Bugz’s every move. She hit a quick double-time pattern with her feet to accentuate the contours of the song’s melody. With one hand on her waist and the other gripping a fan of spotted eagle feathers, she lost track of all her worries, focusing deeper, only on the moment she inhabited. No more self-doubt, no more crowd of onlookers…just her and the drum. For once, Bugz even stopped thinking about the Floraverse and her phone.

In her mind’s eye, Bugz transformed into the visionary young woman who’d received the jingle dress so long ago. The healing dance. Bugz scanned the sidelines and saw the other dancers waiting to join in. Most of these young women danced on the contest pow-wow trail all summer long. Some of Bugz’s cousins even made a living this way, making car payments and paying rent with their prize money. But as she took in the proud smiles in the Elders’ seating section of the crowd, Bugz knew that here, in this part of Anishinaabe country, the jingle dress meant something deeper. Here, it was more than a dance…it was closer to a religion. The people here still believed the jingle dress dancers could make sick people well. The people here still offered tobacco to jingle dress dancers for their relatives who wanted to sober up. The people here still spoke of how this dance would heal their nation from the hangover of colonization. And so Bugz danced, for her family, her people, her way of life.