Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
Bugz hated how he’d grabbed her; she hated everything about how she felt right now. Her father stepped forward.
“Stop!” Bugz yelled. Frank ignored her. “If you come any closer, I swear…” She pulled her knife out and held it to her forearm. She thought of her cousin Ally. Frank stopped in his place. Bugz could see the tears forming in his eyes. He bit his lower lip.
Bugz studied her father. For a split second, she felt sorry for him. But her pain swallowed her again. Pain for her brother, pain for Feng, pain for losing the way things were just a short time ago.
She turned and ran into the dark forest.
CHAPTER 57
A resolute Bugz plunged her carving knife into the bark of a cedar tree. She peeled the outer bark and ran the knife along the trunk to tear off a long strip of inner bark that resembled a six-foot piece of string. She reached as high as she could and cut off another strip. As she peeled the long, thin stretches of bark from the tree, she exposed the wet, naked core beneath. Bugz set the ribbon of inner bark aside and peeled off another, then another, and another still. She had to work deliberately because the bark peeled much slower now than it would’ve in the spring. This gave her time to listen to the thoughts swirling in her head.
After Bugz had collected a score of these bark streamers, she carried them into the clearing where the Thunderbird’s Nest had once stood. It was now just a small field pockmarked with seemingly random rocks and stones. She sat on top of a large gray fragment of a boulder. She carefully selected three strips of cedar and tossed the rest into a pile within arm’s reach in the tall grass beside her. She lined up the tops and began to braid.
As Bugz’s fingers navigated between the strips of bark—pushing, pulling, and weaving on autopilot—she let herself relax. The repetitive task set her mind free. She wondered whether her dad really meant to counsel Waawaate to take a shortcut to the Spirit World. She wondered why Feng had lashed out at her. She wondered what her brother could do to heal himself.