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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

The northern lights tightened their embrace around Feng, drawing the images of his parents in closer and closer. He lowered his head and gave his heart over to their warmth.

“They tried to take everything away from us. They took our freedom. They took our home. They even took you from us, our only son,” Feng’s father said. “But there is one thing they could never take away from us…”

The aurora loosened its grip and slowly lowered Feng back to reality. His mother spoke.

“We still love you.”

CHAPTER 63

Bugz opened her eyes. For a brief moment, she wondered where she was. She no longer heard whistling. She could only see light. Her heart still ached. Her mind still worried. This can’t be heaven. She blinked hard, attempting to reset her vision. She could see the northern lights cascading around her.

The aurora hugged Bugz, wrapping her in its glowing arms.

“It feels so good to be held by you.” Bugz felt warmth. She felt the grief, anxiety, and heartache leave her body. For a moment, she felt ready to give in. But just as quickly, something returned to her.

Bugz’s mind cleared. She could see only the rope, the tree, and the northern lights dancing around her. Waawaate may have helped her, but she knew she had to go the rest of the way herself. She picked up her carving knife and tore through the looped end of the cedar rope, severing it. Bugz examined the now forked rope in her hand. In an instant, she’d transformed it from a noose to a Sundance rope, from a harbinger of death to a symbol of life.

Bugz held the rope in her hands. She breathed deeply and smelled the fresh, sharp scent of the bark in the air. Bagonegiizhigok. Hole in the cedar. Bugz closed her eyes and spoke to her brother again.

“Thank you, Waawaate.”

CHAPTER 64

Feng broke free from his vision, ran into the clearing, and rushed toward Bugz. He remained so caught in the moment that he didn’t realize Bugz was simply standing there holding one end of a Sundance rope. He thought she still needed his help, that she still needed to be saved.

Feng tripped during his final steps and stumbled toward her. As he reached for her legs, a surprised Bugz lost her balance and fell backward. Though Feng tried to play hero and catch her, they fell awkwardly together and landed in a heap on the ground.

CHAPTER 65

Bugz opened her eyes and saw Feng’s staring back at her. She smiled at him and remained in his arms as she slowly regained her bearings. Her head ached from the fall. Feng’s clumsy diving catch had caught her completely off guard. Yet apart from a few aches and pains, she was mostly okay. She sat up and asked, “What happened?”