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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“I think it’s different. You folks didn’t want it. So it was wrong. But after I learned about the majority Chinese way…I guess I chose it.”

“What about your parents?”

Feng shook his head silently. They could hear a cricket warming up as though preparing a song. Feng watched Bugz reach for his hand. Her touch sent a tingle running through his body. He thought of his mom. He wondered why she hadn’t reached out like this, like she used to when he was a little boy.

“I’ll show you all you need to know about my parents.” Feng opened a video on his phone. It showed a young Feng in what appeared to be a principal’s office. Feng narrated the conversation for Bugz.

“See, up to this point, I was resisting, telling them I wanted to go home. And this is where the headmaster explained there was no home to go back to. My mother and father didn’t want me.” The boy on the screen lowered his head to cry. “Right there, that’s when he told me my parents could’ve brought me home within a week if they’d only rejected their stupid beliefs.” He stared at the video as the corners of his mouth drew downward. “What kind of parent puts anything ahead of their kid?”

“I’m sorry.”

“Now you know.” Feng shook his head. “There is no ‘going back’ for me. Only forward. I saw Alpha livestreaming a few weeks after that video was taken and the rest is history.”

The crow called out a few more times and flew off.

“So what was the problem?” Bugz asked. “You sound like a good little boy. Believing everything the government told you.”

“I guess I was. But Clan:LESS became really important to me too. At least until you got me in that first battle.” Feng chuckled and glanced at Bugz, who smiled. He continued. “Anyways, long story short, they can’t monitor you in the ’Verse like they can on other digital platforms, so they think you’re suspect. They asked me to quit Clan:LESS. I didn’t.”

Bugz was silent. A slight breeze rustled the leaves at the edges of the clearing.

“I guess as much as I love my country, I love Clan:LESS more. They were there for me.” Feng looked off into the woods.

“That’s messed up.” Bugz let go of Feng’s hand. “That’s why I showed you mercy? So you could run around with people who deny my right to exist?”

Feng had no answer. He could only watch as she walked toward the mouth of the bush trail where Waawaate had dropped them off.

CHAPTER 26

Bugz heard Feng’s loud footsteps behind her, seemingly crunching every twig and branch in the forest. City boy. She made no effort to slow down. Finally he caught up to her, almost out of breath.

“Bugz, wait,” he said.