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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

Stormy picked up her train of thought again. “But yeah, losing that beadwork was really tough. It was like losing my first love or something.” Stormy focused intently on shaping Bugz’s braids perfectly. “No, really. That was the first set I beaded myself. I poured my heart into it. I worked on it all winter, and then I danced in it all summer, for two summers actually, and then, boom, it was gone.”

Bugz thought of Waawaate. She swallowed.

“My kookom taught me how to bead. She used to tell me, ‘Say a prayer with every bead you use.’ ” Stormy did her best grandma impression, even crouching and squinting slightly. “Kookom used to say, ‘Your beadwork is a sign of how much you are loved because someone took the time to sew every single bead, and to do it with a prayer, all for you.’ So I guess someone really must love you if you got beadwork, right? That’s why I bawled like crazy when it burned up, because of all the love that beadwork represented, and losing it meant I lost that love.” Stormy sighed. “My first love.”

Bugz cried again, though for another reason now. Bugz thought of her relationship with Waawaate as beadwork. Each moment they spent together was a cut-glass bead stitched into the pattern of their lives. Every tear they’d shed together was another contour in a beautiful floral design. Every time she’d watched him working his magic on the pow-wow trail, at the traditional ceremonies, making people laugh, was another glimmering sphere woven into the fabric of her memory. Not only had they beaded regalia together, but it was the most beautiful regalia she’d ever seen—beautiful like the original shimmering jingle dress dancing its way into the dreams of her Ancestors. Now it was slipping away.

“Waawaate is my best friend,” Bugz said. “Maybe my only friend.” She wiped tears from her eyes.

“I’m your friend.” Stormy looped a hair tie around the end of the braid she’d finished.

“Really?”

“No, I’m just using you to get to Waawaate.” They both burst out laughing and Stormy set to work braiding the rest of Bugz’s hair.

CHAPTER 50

In the Floraverse, the rain fell sideways, forcing Mishi-pizhiw to squint. Bugz rode, blinded, on his back. A few times already, they’d narrowly avoided another encounter with Clan:LESS. Still, a final showdown with their mortal foes seemed inevitable.

Worse yet, Bugz feared she wouldn’t see the attack coming.

Bugz planned to rebuild her defenses. She envisioned creating an army of buffalo to storm across the prairies and join with a rebuilt fleet of Thunderbirds and an armada of sturgeon. But she didn’t have access to the nest at the bottom of Lake of the Torches to bring these visions to life. Without that, she needed time. And time was yet another thing she didn’t have.