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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

‘I’m fine.’ Vee thinks about mentioning having seen Barry, but it really doesn’t seem that important, now. Even if she did think about him most of the way on the drive. Or at least think about how her life would have been certain, if she had stayed with him. Unengaged, and with no real desire to find someone, life has become a nebulous, unlimited, and therefore frightening thing. She’s never talked to Leonie much about Barry. It was as though part of her already knew that marrying him wasn’t going to happen, so she didn’t waste her breath on it.

‘Was your meeting about your book? How did it go?’ One of the best things about last year for Vee was when Leonie sent her the typed pages of the book she was writing, and asked her what she thought. Vee had thought, simply, that this was the most amazing thing she had ever read. It should have been hard going, because it was about complicated things – politics, the economy, history, all the reasons women are kept down. But Leonie’s wit and sharpness had struck sparks in the air around her as she read. Vee had never been much of a reader, but she stayed up until she had finished the last page. She’d sent back a note, the next day, full of praise and enthusiasm, which Leonie hadn’t replied to.

The waitress comes over; Leonie orders a cheese sandwich and coffee. Vee asks for a second coffee. ‘It was – not cool,’ she says, pulling a face that shows her bottom teeth, narrows her eyes, ‘The lowdown is, I’m before my time. Which is a big fat no.’

‘Is it really? Or do you just have to wait? Until time catches up?’ One of the few things Vee and her father still agree on (now that marriage, careers and the women’s movement cause disagreements every time they come up) is how you Never Give Up. And it’s just not possible that people can’t see how fantastic Leonie is.

Leonie makes a laugh-shaped noise. ‘Oh, my little ray of sunshine. I wish. No, it really was a big fat no. The world isn’t ready for me. I don’t see why the world can’t have a go. At least put it out there and see, you know? Someone took a punt on Betty Friedan. And on Kate Millett. They believed Robin Morgan when she said she could edit Sisterhood is Powerful.’ She sighs. ‘I should move to the States. Your best way of being a published feminist here is to be Sylvia fucking Plath. Or Stevie Smith.’

‘Aren’t they poets?’