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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

‘By recognising, remembering and re-centring the women who showed their faces and raised their voices, in the 1960s, 1970s, and 1980s, we can be part of the change the world still needs. Veronica Moon is an example to us all of how to see women in the world: strong, capable, powerful, and equal.’

The applause surprises her; she looks around, smiles, waits for it to stop.

She finds Vee’s face at the back of the crowd. ‘It’s been a pleasure and an honour to curate this exhibition and, in doing so, to spend time with the incomparable, unforgettable Veronica Moon. Thank you.’

Marcus catches her eye across the room, smiles. He looks proud of her. For now, that’s enough.

And then she sees Veronica approaching through the crowd. Others notice, and the applause starts up again, warmer than politeness. Vee is wearing a long T-shirt over leggings, both a dark denim-ish grey, and shoes that Erica hasn’t seen her in before, a kind of clog, thick-soled, in mustard-coloured leather. No makeup, of course; short hair brushed back as usual, curling behind her ears. Erica has not been able to spot where the scar from Vee’s previous surgery is, but she knows it must be at the place where her hair kinks, above her left ear, because that’s where her hand goes, when she’s anxious, when she’s talking about being ill.

Vee makes her way to Erica’s side without smiling, without looking left or right. She steps forward, holding the podium with both hands, leaning forward. Erica raises her mobile, takes a photograph of Vee, and then a few of the people watching her. The images won’t be anything special, but suddenly she feels the need for her own record, just for her, that she is here, that she is watching this woman at what is almost certain to be her last public appearance. She feels a grim sort of protectiveness; wonders if anyone else in the room sees how frail Vee is, how unwell. It feels that the room holds its breath. Not just the people here, but those in the photographs too.

Vee seems small. She breathes in, out, and then she looks forward and starts to speak.

*

Vee hasn’t really much of an idea of what she wants to say. She wasn’t going to say anything at all. Was going to slip away.

But then, listening to Erica, she was hit with the knowledge that this is, without any doubt – she will not think of the shadow of doubt, of the shadow of anything, for fear of inviting darkness behind her eyes – this is her last chance to be heard. She used to think that her photographs were her voice. She used to think it didn’t matter if she was misunderstood. And then came Erica.