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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

Erica has caught up, and parked the buggy by the central sculpture. She comes over to join Vee.

‘The first time you came – were they happy to see you?’

‘Who?’

‘The women. The camp. The newspaper hadn’t sent just anyone to photograph them. They had sent Veronica Moon.’

‘They were probably glad I was a woman. But they had more important things than me to think about.’

Much of her Greenham memory has gone, but Vee smiles at one of the few memories she has of her and Leonie here. It’s more of a photograph itself, really, the resurfacing of only a second or two of the hours they would have spent together that day. Vee with her camera bag, one camera in her hand, another over her shoulder, so she never missed anything; Leonie asking her if she had a pen. But Leonie’s article was excellent, of course it was. And Vee is sure something else happened. When she thinks about their friendship, here, in this place, it feels as though something was saved.

‘I think your work does such a lot to make people see the reality of this place. Rather than the idea of it.’

‘I hope so.’

‘So many female voices – and faces – have been written out of history. I want this exhibition to put them back.’

‘That’s good.’ It is. Vee is glad, most of the time, that so much of what she has forgotten is still available to her, through the photographs she took.

‘Your voice too, Vee,’ Erica adds.

‘Yes.’

They walk in silence, slowly, tracing the perimeter of the circle, Erica glancing towards the parked pushchair every few steps. There is no one else here.

‘What do you remember about my mother?’ Erica asks.

Something in Vee’s mind awakes, whispers to her to be careful, oh, be careful.

She never saw that much of Ursula, really only when she came to the flat, which was always to collect Leonie, never to stay. But she must have something better than that to offer Erica. (Something safe, her mind whispers, something safe.) Ah, ‘I remember offering to take Ursula’s photograph, once. She was waiting for Leonie to get ready, and we were . . . well, we were trying to talk, you know, but neither of us were very chatty people and we didn’t have a lot in common. So I said, shall I take your photo while you’re waiting?’

Erica looks almost hungry. ‘I don’t think I’ve seen those.’

Vee laughs, then wonders if she’s misjudged this, because now she’s going to disappoint. ‘She turned me down. Flat. She said, “I’ve seen your work, Veronica, and you’re very good, but you’re not for me.” ’