Contents ( 81)
- Cover
- Praise for These Nameless Things
- Books by Shawn Smucker
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Epigraphs
- Contents
- Anytime to Three Months
- I’m Afraid Not
- The White-Haired Woman
- The Emptiness
- Looking for You
- Closer Than They Might Appear
- The First Drowning
- The Tea Party
- The Field
- My Own Flesh and Blood
- Crossing Over
- A Place in This World
- Leaving
- The Man in the Hotel
- Driving Away
- Gone Again
- No Trespassing
- Into Nysa
- No Cares in the World
- You Should Turn Around
- When Everything Started Happening
- An Unexpected Encounter
- Night Swimming
- Shirley
- The Woman at the Window
- What’s Real?
- The Question
- The End of Me
- She Went Under
- Desecrated
- The Carpet
- The Boat
- Sinking
- The Weight of Memory
- Photographs
- Was It You?
- A Wedding and a Ring
- Dreams and Open Windows
- New Developments
- The Door
- Going Under
- The Loss of You
- The Glassy Sea
- Following Her Down
- Something Beyond Us
- Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
- Too Many Secrets
- Heavy Things
- She’s Gone
- Our Future Spelled Out
- Screams at the Cabin
- So Close
- When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
- It’s True
- The Other Side
- Reality
- Swimming Underwater
- Only the Deepest Pools Remain
- The Open Window
- When I Knew
- The Clouds Bear Down
- The Far Green Country
- Gone
- The Fly
- The Nesting Doll
- Two Months Later
- Floating Away
- Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
- Prologue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Ads
- Back Cover
“Is that right?” Gerald says, now appearing genuinely interested. “What’s your last name? That is, if you don’t mind.”
“Sure. Last name’s Elias. My parents had a place outside of town on Vintage Road. You know, the house up the hill, past the bridge.”
Now I can feel the man across the diner staring at me.
“Up on the top?”
“Yeah, that’s it.”
“Well,” he mutters. “I’ll be. I know it well. I used to live down that way a little further, over on Pendrick.”
It’s a road name I’ve not thought about in forty years, but I can see it now. I know how it moves with the countryside, the bends, the dips, as it follows one of the streams.
“It’s been years since I’ve been here,” I say.
“Your folks still here?” he asks.
I shake my head. “No, sir, they are not. They both passed quite a while ago.” A sharp regret stabs me in the chest. I never came back for their funerals. After Mary died, I left everyone behind. Everyone except your father.
“May their souls rest in peace,” he says, the superstition thick in his voice.
I nod, not knowing what to say to that.
He stands there awkwardly while the waitress brings our grilled cheeses. Still he stands there, more than a little bit in the way as she tries to unload her tray.
“Need anything else?” she asks, and I glance at you but have to look away quickly so I don’t start laughing. I know you’re sizing up the woman for real now, wondering if it’s possible she might actually be a witch or a sorceress.
You clear your throat and speak in an even voice. “No thank you, ma’am.”
“We’re fine. Thanks,” I say.
She walks over to the bar and talks to the man in the shadows in hushed tones. I have a sneaking feeling they’re talking about us, and I want to stand and walk out calmly and drive away, back past Junior’s, back over the bridge, back to somewhere that isn’t here. But I don’t. We’re both hungry. And I have no other plan for you—it’s Nysa or bust.
I lift the grilled cheese and take a bite. It’s delicious. The melted cheese is hot and the bacon crunches between my teeth. I close my eyes in ecstasy.
Gerald Mills is still standing there beside the table.
“I’m sorry?” I say, not sure what he’s waiting for.
“Of course,” he says. “I should be going.” He hesitates.
“Is there something . . .” I begin, but again it all feels awkward. Why is he still here, staring at us? At you? What does he want to say that he’s not saying?
He looks nervously over his shoulder, in the direction of the man sitting at the bar. “We don’t get many visitors.”
“In the diner?” I ask, wiping my mouth with a napkin.
“In the town.” He whispers the words, and something about the faintness of his voice makes my mouth go dry.