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Contents ( 81)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

We stop walking. I can hear the rain on the lake, far away. The wind picks up, and a curtain of leaves begins to fall around us.

“Pearl is different,” I say. “I know what you’re saying. I’ve seen these precocious children at her elementary school. But there is something different about Pearl.”

He nods, but I know what he’s thinking: She’s different because she’s yours.

“So many times, she knows things she couldn’t possibly know. So many times, her fantastic stories somehow add up. I can’t explain it.”

We stare at each other in that darkening night, and the first heavy raindrops plunge through the leaves, rustle their way into the undergrowth like miniature projectiles fired at us from some faraway castle.

“You witnessed it yourself not too many hours ago,” I say, looking away.

“We should go,” Tom insists.

That’s when I hear you scream, a short burst.

I glance at Tom to verify that I actually heard something, that it isn’t a figment of my imagination or the sound of some horrific night animal I am not familiar with. It seemed to come from far off, even under the ground.

Tom’s face echoes my . . . what? Fear? Anxiety? Terror? We stop in our tracks, standing as still as deer interrupted.

It comes to us again, this time louder, more urgent, and closer. Definitely from the cabin, seemingly from the front door. I move in that direction. Tom calls after me, but I can’t tell what he wants. I don’t think he knows what he wants.

We move as quietly as possible through the brittle leaves, around the cabin to the side opposite the lake. There is a flickering of light on one of the small windows, as if the glass is reflecting some far-off approach. I turn quickly toward the driveway, expecting to see a car, but there’s only darkness. I don’t see a light. And by the time I turn back around, I realize the light is coming from inside the house.

There is a crashing sound. The light goes out. Another scream, this one stifled. There is a fumbling at the lock inside the door. The knob turns violently and the door explodes open.

You fall through the open space, your eyes wild. When you see me, you scream, hold your arms out to shield yourself, then recognize my face and fall into my wide-open arms.

You are soaking wet.

“Pearl!” I say.

Tom races up to us. But you interrupt me.

“Run,” you say. “We have to run.”

So Close

I try to hold you close once we’re in the boat, but you keep straining to look behind us at the house we are now speeding away from. The wind has whipped the lake into a frenzy, and miniature whitecaps bounce us up and down. A torrential rain soaks us in seconds.

“It won’t take long to get home,” Tom shouts through the sound of the motor and the rain and the wind. “Hang on.”