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Contents ( 81)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

I reach for my water. Your eyes are wide.

“What year did you leave, if you don’t mind me asking?”

“1979,” I say.

He nods slowly. “That’s about when everything started happening. It’s strange you’ve come back now.”

“When everything started happening?” I ask.

“Out at the lake,” he says, sort of coming back from wherever his mind had escaped to. “That’s when all the drownings started. I wouldn’t go out that way if I were you.”

An Unexpected Encounter

Gerald Mills walks away, out through the door, and the cowbell rings. I turn back to see how you took the odd message, and I widen my eyes to emphasize the strangeness of the situation. You give an excited kind of grin, anticipating some new adventure.

“That was weird,” I whisper, and you lean in.

“He’s in on it too.”

“In on what?” I ask.

“He’s in cahoots with the witch queen. Except he’s been in a feud with that man over there for a long time.”

“Cahoots?” I laugh. I can’t help it. Your imagination is running wild now. “So why did he tell us, ‘We don’t get many visitors’?”

“He’s trying to warn us,” you say in a serious voice, all the joking gone. “He’s trying to tell us to get out while we still can.”

I feel it again, that sudden rush of saliva to my throat, a swelling of something in my gut, something that wants out. I think I’m going to vomit right there on the table.

“Sorry, Pearl. I need to use the restroom.”

I assume it’s where it always was, through the swinging kitchen door to the right, more of a closet than anything else. And I’m right. I catch a glance of that old kitchen before I go through the bathroom door, and it’s not changed at all. Except nothing’s quite as shiny as it used to be—the stainless steel is clouded over, and the large stove has rust patches down around the bottom corners. I doubt the health department even comes out to Nysa anymore.

I stand over the toilet and wait, but whatever it was that stirred up my stomach starts to settle. Maybe moving around was the cure. I think getting outside for some fresh air might be a good idea, so I flush the toilet, wash my hands, and walk back out.

Standing there by our table is the man from across the diner. The man from the shadows. The first things I notice are his expensive shoes and how his pants are pressed in a perfect crease. The sunlight glares off the shined leather of his belt, and the brass buckle nearly glows. Every line of his shirt is sharp, he is clean-shaven, and his eyes . . .

That’s when I realize who he is.

“Tom?” I whisper, barely able to formulate the name, and when I do, so little air escapes that it’s more me shaping his name with my mouth than actually saying it.