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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

“This is it,” he said, and the sound of victory was in his voice.

He pulled far enough forward so that he had room to close the gate behind us, and I watched through the back window as he wrapped the chain all around the gate and the post. He ran back to the car, and I thought he was going to drive us farther down the lane, but instead he reached in and fished around under his seat, eventually pulling out a large padlock with a key sticking out of it. He removed the key and held up the lock.

“Just in case,” he said, grinning. He ran back and clicked the lock in place. No one could follow us, at least not in a vehicle. They could climb the gate easily enough, but when he attached that lock onto the chain, it felt like he was blocking out the entire world.

I glanced at Mary—she was also watching Tom lock the gate—and I thought I caught a small glimpse of the anxiety she had shown at her house, as if Tom barring the way with a locked gate somehow wasn’t enough.

He drove carefully down the rutted lane, and the trees pressed in close on each side. We drove for about five minutes, the car heaving this way and that, the occasional branch reaching out and screeching along the length of the car. We were all quiet—we knew that any question we asked would be answered with Tom’s cryptic, “You’ll see,” or maybe we didn’t want him to tell us. We were holding our breath, wanting to discover this new and fabulous thing together.

We came around the last corner and there was the lake, a flat slate gray under the light blue Saturday morning sky. Farther up the lane, perilously close to the water, rose a kind of cabin—two stories clad in dark wood with oversized windows and a long back porch that reached out over the gentle waves. I could see the dock from there too, a long, straight line into the water.

“Wow,” Shirley said in a hushed voice.

Mary stared at the house, her eyes bright.

“Whose place is this?” I asked.

Tom smiled, shrugged. “Ours, I guess.”

“Thomas Avery!” Shirley exclaimed. “Have you lost your mind?”

“Whoa!” Tom said, and his laugh made Shirley even more disgusted with him.

“You can’t take over houses,” Shirley spat. “Not even if they’re abandoned. And in fabulous locations.”

“Well, if you would listen once in a while, I’d have a chance to talk,” Tom said.

Shirley’s eyes squinted as if she was trying to pierce through him with her gaze.

Tom laughed again. “Geez, Shirls. This is my family’s place!”

“No way!” I exclaimed.

“No way,” Shirley said matter-of-factly, the voice of reason.

“It is,” Tom replied, shrugging. “It is. My grandparents built it like fifty years ago. All their kids moved away from this crazy town—I guess they had more sense than us. All of them except my mom. And she hates the wilderness. And places without air-conditioning. My dad too. Their last idea of a relaxing weekend is coming out here and chopping wood and clearing the driveway and cleaning off the dock.”