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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Valentino is still, the harsh lights of the ER beaming down on him like he’s in the studio. Except no one should take his photo right now because I’d hate the thousand words that picture would say. His arms are crossed as he stares at the floor, lost in his own world—a really fucked-up world where Death-Cast called him and a fucked-up stranger tried to kill him and a fucked-up fate awaits him.

“Can you give him a physical or something?” I ask Dr. Emeterio. Just because someone looks fine on the outside doesn’t mean they’re not living with invisible threats. “Maybe an X-ray can show us what’s going on.”

Valentino considers this, not lifting his eyes. “We know what’s happening. I’ve got a case of death.”

I hate seeing Valentino so defeated. Since I can’t donate some luck, I want to throw some hope his way. It just can’t come from me.

“Dr. Emeterio, there’s no way every Death-Cast prediction is going to come true, right?”

For a single second, time stops.

Breaths are held.

Eyes don’t blink.

No one’s dying.

Then a single word unfreezes everyone.

“No.”

Hearts are beating.

Hope is building.

“It seems very unlikely that Death-Cast will have a perfect record, especially on the first night of the program,” Dr. Emeterio says.

This is seriously music to my ears, and I think Valentino is listening closely too, like this is about to become his new favorite song.

“There’s no known science behind the End Days, or if it’s science at all, but seeing as I don’t have the imagination of my kids, I’m opting to believe Death-Cast’s sources are operating in the same field as mine. I’m not getting stressed out over extraterrestrials or sorcery until someone gives me concrete proof,” Dr. Emeterio says with a little grin. “What’s important to keep in mind is that as life changes and science advances, mistakes are made.”

“This is refreshing,” Dalma says. “O’s doctor doesn’t even believe in Death-Cast.”

Dr. Emeterio rolls her eyes, immortalizing herself as my favorite doctor. “That’s unfortunate. It’s a disservice to our patients to not embrace Death-Cast, especially for someone like you, Orion, who may require a transplant in the near future if your heart isn’t stable.”

“I’m on the waitlist, but my doctor keeps trying to stick a ventricular heart device in me instead.”

“It’s a solid consideration if you’re okay with the necessary recovery time pushing you further down the waitlist,” Dr. Emeterio says.

“Which would suck if my match appeared,” I say.

Every physician we’ve consulted agrees that your boy needs a new heart, but they’re also quick to let me know my situation isn’t critical enough compared to other patients, aka I’m not dying enough for anyone to save my life now.