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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Out with the old, in with the new.

Gloria must divorce Frankie—for herself, and for her son who will always be at the heart of every decision she makes, no matter what anyone says. But unlike before, she’s now thinking about what she wants her life to look like after Pazito has grown up and moved out to live his. She doesn’t want to share a couch or bed or even a hundred-foot radius with her husband, with the man she should have never married.

The man Gloria should have left long ago.

Long ago when he first terrorized her.

When he first put his hands on her.

And after every other time.

Gloria cannot undo the past, but she can forge a new future.

And all’s well that ends well.

Rufus Emeterio

3:00 p.m.

Death-Cast did not call Rufus Emeterio because he is not dying today.

In fact, Rufus is having the time of his life as he rides his new steel-gray bike around Althea Park. He learned how to ride a couple years ago, ahead of his older sister, Olivia, who has no interest in picking up the skill, and it’s all good because Rufus has enough passion for the both of them and then some. Back during his short-lived training-wheels day, his father asked him to take it slow, but Rufus picked up everything fast and was ready to go, go, go. He built up speed through this drugstore parking lot and almost rode his bike into a busy street where a car would have easily killed him if he hadn’t hit the brakes. That was the first time he got a big talking-to from his pops, and it certainly wasn’t the last, but look at where those lessons and talks have gotten them today: Rufus is riding a bike that he believes is destined to carry him on many adventures, and his father is trusting him to navigate his own journey.

Honestly, Rufus isn’t even mad at how his father sprung this chat on him. (And he definitely wasn’t mad when he got surprised with his dream bike at the end of it!) The thing is, Rufus loves his pops, but they’ve been going head-to-head lately when what they needed was a heart-to-heart. His father talked to him about his past, and while Rufus wasn’t in the mood for a history lesson, especially during summer break, it actually turned out to be pretty cool. It taught Rufus that it’s okay to feel his emotions, even anger, just like his own father often did with his parents when he was growing up. But Rufus can’t let anger be the only thing he feels.

Rufus thought about this a lot on the train ride to Althea Park with his pops and sister.