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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“They don’t know about that,” Valentino says. “But they know about you.”

“You sure you stuck around long enough to make sure they didn’t have heart attacks?”

“That’s dark,” Dalma says.

“I can make that joke, the heart attackers are my community.”

Dayana stands. “Okay, everyone up and out. Let’s give the boys some privacy.” She shoos Dalma, Floyd, and Dahlia upstairs.

But Dalma comes back around. “O-Bro . . .”

That’s all she says before leaving us downstairs, closing the door behind her. But I know what she’s telling me to do.

Well, what not to do.

Don’t let Valentino die in vain.

But first things first: a couple more firsts.

Valentino

5:23 p.m.

“Welcome to the O-Zone,” Orion says, opening the door to his bedroom.

“Great name,” I say, my heart pounding as I step inside this cozy bedroom with air blowing from his rotating fan. The walls are painted a light gray, almost white. Thumbtacked above his wooden desk are pictures of Orion with his parents. The one window offers a view into the backyard where the table is empty with everyone back upstairs. Behind me is Orion’s twin-size bed made up with a white comforter, just like mine was in Arizona. Except on top of his bed is also a black-and-gray plaid blanket with his phone, my camera, two champagne glasses, and a white candle resting on a tray.

“What’s all that?”

“We never got to have a proper first date,” Orion says, taking my hand and leading me to the bed. “I thought we could have it here.”

“So you literally get in bed on the first date.”

Orion laughs. “Only if I like the guy.”

“Good for you.”

“Good for us.”

He acts as if he’s striking a match and fake-lights the candle.

“I hope that candle doesn’t fall over and set the bed on fire,” I say.

“Hard same, that would suck.”

We sit against the wall, holding hands and our empty champagne glasses.

“I take it we’re not drinking anything,” I say.

“Who said that?” Orion sips nothing and then sighs like he’s had water for the first time in ages. “Oh man, I really needed that.”

I drink air out of my glass. “That was really good.”

“No, no, no, no, no, no. You totally faked your way through that.”

“As opposed to?”

“Living your way through it.”