Chapters (128)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- PART ONE
- Orion Pagan
- Valentino Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- PART TWO
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Andrea Donahue
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- PART THREE
- William Wilde
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Naya Rosa
- Joaquin Rosa
- Naya Rosa
- Frankie Dario
- Gloria Dario
- Naya Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Dalma Young
- Valentino
- Rolando Rubio
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Naya Rosa
- Valentino
- Férnan Emeterio
- Orion
- Rolando Rubio
- Valentino
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Orion
- Clint Suarez
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Rufus Emeterio
- Mateo Torrez Jr.
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- PART FOUR
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Orion
- Gloria Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Paz Dario
- Frankie Dario
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- PART FIVE
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Scarlett Prince
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Adam Silvera
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
All these decades later, and Clint is still furious at everything his wonderful mother had to endure. He grabs the napkin and wipes his tears.
“There’s a woman I love,” Rolando says.
“Does she love you back?”
“She’s married.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
Rolando sips his coffee. “I hope she does. I think she does. But she won’t leave her abusive husband because of their son. I wish Gloria had the common sense to leave like your mother. I’m scared her husband is going to kill her one day.”
“Have you told her this?”
“It hasn’t felt like my place.”
“When will you tell her? Her funeral?”
Rolando’s eyes water.
Clint thinks about that plane ride again. “I think it’s time for you to leave, my friend.”
“Did I say something wrong?”
“It’s about saying something right to the person who matters the most. While you can.”
Rolando tries paying, but Clint gestures him away.
“I’ve got this,” Clint says, waving Rolando’s money away. Clint has made a lot of money and invested in many places, including a dance club. “Go help Gloria.”
“Are you sure there isn’t anything else I can do for you?”
“Be a good role model to Gloria’s extraordinary son. Show him what a father should be.”
Clint himself never had any children. That’s a story for another person.
“Good luck with the rest of your day, Clint. I’m sorry we’ll lose you.”
“I hope you have a long life, Rolando.”
The two hug, and Rolando runs to the street, standing outside the window as he makes a phone call.
In all of Clint’s years of people-watching, this is the most connected he’s felt to someone outside his window.
It goes to show that even on your way out, there’s still time to let people in.
Gloria Dario
11:22 a.m.
Gloria wants the best for her son—always has, always will. But sometimes she worries about the career path Pazito is pursuing. For as long as she can remember, there have been horror stories about child actors with bright futures becoming unhappy adults, and the many ways in which they try burying that unhappiness.