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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“Where I go, Pazito goes!” Gloria shouts, brushing her hair out of her face.

“Over my dead body!” Frankie says.

He takes his first swing.

Valentino

6:41 p.m.

Orion holds his chest and takes a deep breath. “How’s your heart doing because mine—”

The shouting becomes clearer at the top of the sixth floor. It’s Frankie.

“You can get the fuck out of my house, but you’re not leaving with my family!”

A woman says something, maybe about property?

“Then you can both get out of here! But Paz isn’t going anywhere!”

“Where I go, Pazito goes!”

“Over my dead body!”

Then there’s a clap, like flesh on flesh, and a thud.

The woman screams “HELP!” before crying out in pain.

I drop the bedding, shaking in fear.

Everything in my heart tells me this is going to be the moment I’ve been dreading, but nothing stops me from racing up those steps.

“Valentino, no!”

“Stay back, Orion!”

I get to the sixth landing without a sixth kiss.

Frankie’s apartment door is open. He’s on top of a man pummeling him with nothing but his fists and a woman—I’m assuming his wife—is on the floor with her palm pressed against her devastated face. Then a door opens and that little kid, Paz, watches in horror at his father as he beats someone bloody. Is that man a Decker? I’m frozen over how unreal this is.

Paz sees me. “Please help!”

I don’t waste any more time. I run into the apartment and wrap my arms around Frankie and wrestle him off that man. Frankie elbows me in my stomach so hard that I taste acid in my throat, and he backs me up into the wall.

This is how I’m going to die . . . against a man who is fighting for his life.

He’s looking at me like I’m a ghost when I punch him in the face.

I won’t go down without a fight either.

Frankie is massaging his jaw when I see that Paz has vanished from the doorway. I hope he’s hiding somewhere. Maybe I can get Paz out of here, back downstairs where he can be safe with Orion’s guardians, who have kept me alive for as long as they did. Then Frankie is swift with picking up a broken chair leg and swings it into my head over and over . . .

I’m dizzy and stumbling backward and scared and tearing up and being torn up and—

He kicks me square in the stomach and out his apartment and—

Down the stairs, reaching for the banister and—

I miss and grab ahold of Orion instead—

Why is he on these stairs, I told him to stay back—

Am I going to die holding him or—

The memory of our first hug, back before Death-Cast called—

My forehead bangs into a step, and I’m bleeding—