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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Captain Pearson’s plane has been emptied of all the passengers, so why does he still feel threatened? There’s this knot in his chest that’s been squeezing tighter and tighter ever since Death-Cast called. Is this a major case of anxiety? He’s been sweating profusely, but who wouldn’t? It’s stressful knowing that there were almost three hundred people on board who could’ve been plotting to hijack his plane. Maybe he’ll feel better after some fresh air.

But when he unlocks the cockpit door and steps into the main cabin, where police officers are waiting to safely escort him to a private room in the airport, Captain Pearson collapses to the floor.

This is his first heart attack.

And last.

Orion

11:06 a.m.

This End Day isn’t about me, but I feel lucky to be along for the journey.

When I first met Valentino, I knew I wanted to be part of his life. Yeah, my dick was doing some of the talking because he’s gorgeous, but it was more than that, it was always more than that. He had stars in his eyes and wanted to grow up in this city. He’ll never be able to do it all, but I’m happy he’s hitting a lot of firsts.

Our next first: riding the bus, since a boat is too dangerous. Or at least it will be our next first if it ever arrives. I check the time on my phone to see how long we’ve been waiting when I realize something historic in the world of me and Valentino.

“Yo, it’s been twelve-ish hours since we met,” I say.

I wish I knew the exact minute.

“Really?” Valentino asks. “It feels . . .”

“Feels like what?”

“I was going to say it feels like yesterday.”

“Probably because it was.”

“Which is why I stopped talking.”

“No, don’t ever stop talking. You have a nice voice, and I like the stuff you say.”

I tried burying that compliment about his voice that I want to listen to all day and that I’ll miss, but I did a pretty shitty job covering it up. I’m feeling all these feelings, and I know I shouldn’t because this doesn’t make sense, but they’re fighting their way up anyway. I should write a story about a lovesick zombie crawling out of a grave, wanting a heart to hold, not eat. Oh, wait, zombies are gunning more for brains, not hearts, though I guess they’ll eat anything from the body that’s fresh. Fuck do I know, I’m no more a zombie dietician than I am a historian.

“You like the stuff I say?” Valentino asks. “What else would you like to hear me say in my nice voice?”

“Don’t be a dick.”

“Don’t be a dick,” he parrots with a smile.