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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

When they’re done, Dalma finds Scarlett’s number in her phone, saved from last night when Valentino first called her.

She can’t help but feel like a Death-Cast employee as she makes this call.

Scarlett Prince

10:29 p.m. (Mountain Standard Time)

Scarlett’s phone rings, and she knows it’s not her brother. She’s forever open to a miracle, but she’s not expecting one. It’s probably the airline calling about her suitcases as if she cares about the whereabouts of her clothes and camera equipment after losing her other half. But it’s not. She doesn’t recognize Dalma’s name at first, and then quickly remembers she’s Orion’s best friend—and one of the last people to see her brother alive.

She doesn’t bother composing herself. “Hi.”

“Hi, Scarlett. This is Dalma Young, I’m Orion’s friend.”

“I know.” Scarlett almost asks what’s wrong, as if that’s not clear.

“Right. I think the doctor is going to call you any minute now, but—”

“My brother is dead,” Scarlett says. She would welcome the news of Valentino being in a deep coma, as long as that means he’s still alive, but she’s not holding her breath.

“I’m so sorry, Scarlett.”

She hates every urge to run out of her bedroom to go cry into the arms of her parents. If they couldn’t treat Valentino right in life, they shouldn’t get to grieve him or console her. But Scarlett can’t deny that the urge is indeed there because that’s how alone she feels right now. Valentino isn’t around—isn’t alive—to hug her.

The loneliness of becoming an only child has already begun.

Scarlett feels hollow. . . . Can someone feel hollow?

She wants to knock on Valentino’s bedroom door and see what he thinks.

“Is there anything I can do for you?” Dalma asks.

Scarlett forgot she’s on the phone. “Tell me everything else went well.”

“It did,” Dalma says, her voice tinged with guilt.

What went wrong for Scarlett’s brother went right for Dalma’s friend.

“Good,” Scarlett says. That’s what Valentino wanted. “Do you have his camera?”

“I do. Are you still coming to New York? If not, I can mail it to you along with everything else he has in the apartment.”

Scarlett can’t imagine being in New York without Valentino. “It’ll be too lonely.”

“No, it won’t,” Dalma says. “We don’t know each other, but Orion and Valentino showed me that doesn’t matter. If you come out here, you will never be alone. My family is your family.”