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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Pazito hops off the couch with the biggest smile and runs into his room. Rolando exchanges an I’m here for you glance with Gloria before closing the door behind him.

The fear continues to rise in Gloria, the way hot air does in this building. But soon enough Gloria will be back outside and able to breathe as a free woman. She doesn’t sit even though her feet are tired. She wants to appear tall where she is not, and strong like she’s always been.

“Frankie, we need to talk.”

“About what?”

“I’m unhappy. You are too.”

Frankie doesn’t look unhappy. There’s a fury in his eyes that Gloria has seen time and time again. She flinches off his stare alone, remembering how quickly he can go from being still to on top of her.

“Don’t speak for me,” Frankie says.

“You don’t speak for yourself,” Gloria says. “And I don’t ever speak for myself either.”

“Then get to the point. What are you saying?”

“I want a divorce.”

These are the words she has imagined herself saying for so long, but she cannot believe they’re coming out of her mouth now. She almost wishes she could suck them back in, but the words have taken flight and so must she if she’s to be free.

Frankie looks murderous before turning to the bedroom door, behind which the biggest parts of Gloria’s heart can be found.

“Is it because of him?”

“It’s because of me.”

The chair gets kicked out from under Frankie’s feet, spinning toward the TV set.

Gloria wishes Death-Cast was functioning as promised so she’d know who will make it out of this apartment alive.

Valentino

6:37 p.m.

Everything is going according to plan.

We arrive at my building safely, parking outside with Dayana’s car behind. Everyone steps out onto the curb, and we release this collective sigh of relief. Floyd keeps a watch on the block as people are partying across the street in the bar, as if someone might drunkenly stumble over here and pick a fight. Dahlia goes to the pizzeria and breathes it in, asking Dayana for a slice with pepperoni. Dalma seems nervous, and I’m tempted to invite her inside so she can see everything will be okay, but I really want some alone time with Orion.

“It’s loud,” Dalma says.

“I love it,” I say.

Orion has the pillows in his arms and I carry the bedding. “Should we go up?”

Dayana checks her phone. “Back down by seven, okay?”

“How long is that?” Orion asks.

“Twenty-one minutes.”

“That’s not enough time.”

She looks at her phone again. “Now it’s twenty minutes. Your time keeps going down, so you should hurry up.”

I reach for my keys, now sporting the pizza key chain Orion’s family gave me.

“We should buzz Frankie just to be dicks,” Orion says.