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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“I texted you,” Dalma says.

I check my phone, and she did indeed throw a heads-up my way, but I haven’t taken my phone out of my pocket since we’ve been on the subway or when we were walking over so I wouldn’t get robbed. “My bad.”

Dalma hands Valentino the roses. “I’m sorry for being so insensitive last night.”

“Your heart was in the right place,” Valentino says.

“But I went about it wrong. I hope you can forgive me.”

Valentino hugs Dalma, and I kind of want to collapse on the couch and cry.

Little Dahlia—I mean, she’s thirteen, but she’s always going to be Little Dahlia to me even if she’s about to be Big Dahlia compared to her father—gives me a hug, and I introduce her to Valentino.

“I’m sorry that you . . . that you’re going to . . . you know . . .” Dahlia shakes her head. “Thanks for helping Orion.”

“He’s the one who’s been helping me,” Valentino says.

“He better help you, you’re giving him a heart!” Dahlia says with the air of Duh! in her voice. She turns to her parents. “Can we give him his presents?”

“Presents?” Valentino asks, following Dahlia to the table.

Dalma stops me. “Hey, I hope this is okay. We thought it would be nice to thank him for everything and show him some family love.”

“It’s perfect,” I say. “Or as perfect as an End Day can be with strangers.”

“It seems like you’re more than strangers.”

Unfortunately-slash-fortunately we are.

However this End Day is destined to close out, it’s going to hurt far more than I can possibly imagine.

Valentino

3:58 p.m.

The Youngs are treating me like I’m family.

I’m sitting at the head of their dining table with my roses in my lap. In no world would my parents ever give me flowers, not even on Valentine’s Day. I can’t help but feel like this is my very literal Last Supper without the meal or betrayal. Instead, Dalma comes out of the kitchen with a gift bag. She says it’s not much, but I’m already feeling blessed. I toss the tissue paper at Orion and pull out a snow globe of New York City, a taxicab fridge magnet, a pizza key chain, and a small brown bag of dried linguini noodles.

“I will personally cook those for you if you want them,” Dalma says.

This feels like the ultimate peace offering. “Tempting, but I’m going to pass.”

There’s a sad relief in Dalma’s eyes. “If you change your mind . . .”

“I’ll take you up on that.” I shake the snow globe, the white powder showering the miniature Statue of Liberty and silver buildings. “Thank you all so much. This was really sweet of you.”

“We wanted to welcome you to the city,” Dalma says.