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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

The curtains part, and a doctor enters. Her curly black hair is pulled back in a ponytail, and she’s radiating with her brown skin and bright smile as she looks at all of us. “Hello. I’m Dr. Emeterio.” She scans our faces again, like she’s trying to make sense of who’s who to who. “Is everyone here family?”

“I’m his sister,” Dalma says, not bothering to give the legal rundown. Props to this doctor for not questioning us given the different shades of our skin.

“I’m not family,” Valentino says. “I can leave.”

“Please don’t go,” I say. I don’t trust the outside world and that includes anything beyond this curtain. “We’ve all had a really, really rough night.”

“So I hear,” Dr. Emeterio says as she studies me and my ECG, aka my electrocardiogram, aka my recorded heartbeats. “It appears your heart didn’t get the memo that you were trying to have some fun tonight. Don’t you hate when that happens?” she adds with a wink.

She’s walking fresh air compared to some other doctors I’ve worked with who suck up everything good in a room. It’s simple, but Dr. Emeterio not blaming me for the heart attack is a huge plus in my book. My primary doctor, Dr. Luke, is always giving me shit for anything bad that happens while I’m out living my life, like I’ve got some death wish.

I guess I do have a death wish: don’t die with any regrets.

“You’re eighteen, so I’m happy to keep chatting with you, but are we waiting on your parents?”

“Guardians are out of town,” I say, not trying to get into my backstory. “But I’m good to start.”

Dr. Emeterio nods. “Noted. Can you walk me through what happened tonight?”

I don’t know where to start, or if it’s even my place. I lock eyes with Valentino.

“Death-Cast called me,” Valentino says.

I hate hearing those words come out of his mouth as much as I hate believing what it means for him. “Then I got shot at in Times Square and Orion saved me.”

“And, uh . . .” I’m reliving the horror all over again—the gunshot, fighting for my breaths, staring at the night sky like it would be my last. “My heart went into overdrive.”

“I gave him aspirin to buy us more time,” Dalma says.

Dr. Emeterio is speechless, and it’s like the light has left her eyes. I’m sure she’s seen it all in the hospital until she turns to Valentino, a real Decker who’s walking, breathing, living proof of Death-Cast’s predictions.

“I’m sorry that Death-Cast called you,” she says.