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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

This train station is a forest. Bright green bushes and flowers are basking in the morning sunlight. Right where the train tracks should be is a pathway that’s been paved clean. I’m staring at everything in confusion when Orion snaps a picture of me.

“How does this train station operate?”

“It’s no longer a train station. It’s a park called the High Line.”

It’s not ringing a bell. “I’ve never heard of it.”

“It opened last summer. There’s more to come, but they have huge plans to grow this park. I thought you should see what they got so far.”

This city is so huge that even someone who’s been excited to move here didn’t know about this place. What other wonders are out there that I’ll never see? Not even just in the city or the state or the country. The whole world. I kind of wish I could go into space and do a lap around the planet. Then I could say I saw it all. I can’t imagine NASA is going to launch a Decker into space unless it’s a suicide mission, so I’m going to enjoy this slice of the world I never even knew existed.

“It’s really gorgeous,” I say as we walk down the pathway.

“And kind of creepy too, right? Like we’re on the set for some postapocalyptic movie.”

“What made you think to bring me here of all places?”

“Don’t punch me in the face, but I thought it might inspire you on your End Day.”

“In what way?”

“Way back when, this area was called Death Avenue. Hundreds and hundreds of people were getting straight wrecked by the trains, it was bad. It got to a point where they—I don’t remember who they were, but someone—hired fucking cowboys to stop people from trying to cross the tracks. Like, legit dudes on horses.”

“You’re making this up!”

“I shit you not! They—again, I don’t know who they are—decided to elevate the tracks. Then the rest is kind of a blur.”

“Pardon my English, but you’re a shitty historian.”

Orion laughs. “I’m not trying to compete on Jeopardy! or anything.”

“Alex Trebek would have you banned for answering every question with a swear word.”

“For fucking real.”

I stumble onto the train tracks, the plants growing around them like a garden bed.

This place is really something.

“You still haven’t told me how this is supposed to inspire me today.”

“I was about to before you started hating on my storytelling.”

“I apologize for expecting you to be a know-it-all. I guess everyone needs a flaw.”

“My heart is a pretty huge flaw.”

“It won’t be for much longer.”