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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘He says you asked him about it?’ Frannie says.

She is tinted green by the glow of the cottage garden in front of her. Frannie’s house is effortlessly stylish. She buys things Cathy would never think to – sheepskin rugs draped on benches, old-fashioned movie posters framed on the walls. She buys almost everything off eBay.

‘I did – because his name is on that document,’ Cathy says. ‘Isn’t that weird? That it says Joseph?’

Paul toddles over and Frannie picks bits of something yellow out of his little fists. ‘Bath sponge,’ she says, unable to resist smiling at him. ‘The paper could be anything – couldn’t it?’ she continues. ‘A traffic offence. He did a lot of driving there. Anything. He thinks you’re suspicious of him.’

‘Well, maybe I am.’

Frannie straightens and Cathy just catches her expression. Troubled, somehow.

‘Sorry,’ Cathy adds quickly. ‘I just … you have to admit it’s weird.’

‘Yes, it’s weird,’ Frannie says, her face clearing. ‘But Joe says whatever he thinks. He couldn’t keep a secret from us even if he wanted to.’

‘Same as you,’ Cathy says.

‘Right,’ Frannie laughs. ‘I’m just too dumb to tell lies to you two. Is Joe around? Should I make him a tea?’

‘I don’t know,’ Cathy says, wanting suddenly, forcefully, to be alone with her sister, wishing that Joe weren’t right next door all the time. She would maybe even tell her about Tom.

Their parents had been shocked by Frannie’s pregnancy. She’d told them all over dinner, but it was clear Joe already knew. What had surprised Cathy most was Frannie’s drive to keep the baby, to raise him alone. She – previously somebody who spent the generous wage they paid her on trainers and jewellery – started saving immediately.

She’d intended to take leave but had been lonely in the cottage, so instead brought Paul into the practice in his pram every day, Macca sitting next to him.

Frannie gets to her feet and starts getting things out of the fridge. ‘We can’t turn on each other,’ she says to Cathy.

She goes to the cupboards and gets down a bowl. She puts something in it and presses a button on her microwave and turns her back to Cathy. ‘That’s what he said.’

‘Yeah,’ Cathy says.

Paul lines up three dinosaurs in a careful row on the wooden floorboards. Cathy watches him, thinking.

She stares at the rain splattering into Paul’s paddling pool, the drops little eruptions, like somebody is blowing bubbles from beneath the surface. Frannie’s garden is wild, full of herbs and flowers and bushes all mixed up together. At the moment it’s a riot of green and purple, a moving painting along the back of the house.

‘Don’t you think?’ Frannie prompts.

‘I’m not turning on anyone,’ Cathy says.

‘No. We know that.’ Frannie folds her freckled arms, looking at Cathy. We.

‘Just forget – forget I said anything,’ Cathy says, her voice as tense as a glass clasped too tightly.