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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘I don’t know,’ Joe says listlessly. He sees Cathy’s eyes flash in the light from his phone.

‘He was British, you know? You remember, at the market – he had an English accent,’ she says, looking down at the body. ‘On holiday or an ex-pat, I don’t know.’

Joe lays down the body’s feet. ‘Right,’ he says.

She moves away some leaves with her foot, still in flip-flops. Her toes come away dirty. Joe turns off the torch, and leaves them in the blackness.

‘Do you think we’re doing the right thing?’ he whispers. As his eyes adjust, she comes into view, like a slowly developing Polaroid. First the whites of her eyes, then her bare limbs.

She bites her lip and looks away. He’s surprised to see Cathy’s vulnerability. She is one of those women who is always in the same mood. ‘I just … yeah. I don’t know.’

It’s still the exact middle of the night. Hours until the sun comes up. Joe hopes they can do it.

‘I feel like I’m in a nightmare,’ he says.

‘Me too.’

‘So, do you?’ He runs a hand through his hair, leaving grainy particles of soil behind which make him itch. ‘Think we’re doing the right thing?’

‘Do you?’ she replies and Joe almost laughs. Typical enigmatic Cathy.

‘Can you just answer a fucking question?’ he snaps.

Cathy says nothing, leaning on her spade.

‘We don’t have to do it,’ he adds after a few seconds. He knows he’s needling her to discuss Frannie with him, but he can’t help it. This instinct he has, sometimes, to divide and conquer. It’s something to do with needing to be secure, needing to be … what, sibling number one? God, he’s an arse.

Cathy stares at him. For a second, she looks exactly like Frannie in that eerie way that sisters sometimes do. ‘I know,’ she says.

‘We could stop now,’ he adds uselessly. ‘Call the police. End it.’ They look at the body at their feet. ‘Before it begins.’ His throat seems to close up after he’s said it. It’s just bravado. Suggestions. He could never do it. To Frannie or to Paul.

‘You don’t mean that?’ she says softly.

Joe shrugs. ‘No.’

They stare at each other for a few seconds more. ‘It’s forever.’ Cathy stares down at the body, now blackened by dried blood. ‘You know?’

‘I know.’

‘What would she get? Really?’

‘She might get life, if they infer intent,’ Joe says. Lydia is a secretary at a criminal law firm, and he’s picked up bits over the years from the cases she tells him of that she should keep quiet. That, and television. ‘If they don’t believe it was an accident.’

‘Right,’ Cathy says faintly.

She meets his gaze again. ‘We should check who he is,’ she says softly.

‘What?’

‘His wallet. It’s better to know this stuff, isn’t it?’

‘I guess.’ Joe looks down at the body – at this person whose name they’ll soon know, who was living and breathing until just a few hours ago – and thinks he might be sick again. Cathy begins poking at the ground with the spade, so he kneels down and reaches into the man’s back pockets.