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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Is that how it is for you?’ Cathy says. ‘We just – get on with it?’

‘Cath,’ Joe says softly. ‘It’s just a fucking pizza.’

‘Fine,’ Cathy says, sipping her wine, wondering why she’s the only one with a guilty conscience.

They talk of other things while they wait, sitting overlooking Frannie’s garden. The business, the various ongoing cases – Joe and Cathy do a deep dive on a Labrador with recurrent giardia until Frannie tells them to stop. They don’t talk about the holiday, or the body. Two glasses of wine down, Cathy has to admit, she finds it better. Maybe Frannie’s right. Maybe dwelling on it does just make it worse.

Their pizza arrives, and Frannie heads to the door. Cathy hears Evan’s voice before she can really consider if that’s right.

She looks at Joe, opening another bottle of wine. He inclines his head. ‘He delivers,’ Joe says.

‘Does he? Why?’

‘Money,’ Joe says flatly.

‘For what?’

Joe fiddles with the cork. ‘He pays loads of child maintenance.’

‘Wow. God. Now I feel bad.’

‘I don’t,’ Joe says tensely. Cathy’s eyes track across his fingers, still fiddling with the top of the wine bottle, and she can’t help but wonder if he knew Evan was on shift tonight.

‘Maybe we should pay him more,’ she says.

‘He earns a fine salary. Up to him if he wants to leave his marriage and kid.’

‘Joe. You’re so mean sometimes.’

‘I’m not mean. I just say what we’re all thinking,’ Joe says. Cathy can’t resist going into the hallway to help Frannie. And to see Evan.

‘… if you wanted to,’ Evan says. ‘After this?’

‘Not really,’ Frannie says lightly, imbuing her voice with laughter.

‘Right,’ Evan says, holding out the pizza boxes to her. ‘Well, then. You paid on the app, right?’

‘For the pizzas, or the proposition?’

‘Don’t flatter yourself,’ Evan says, while Frannie takes the boxes, still laughing.

‘Did he just ask you out?’ Cathy says, as Frannie closes the door.

‘Yeah, again,’ she says dismissively, in that way that only beautiful people can afford to. Cathy feels a stab of jealousy. How does she do it? Frannie would never go on a singular date. She would never be ghosted: they would always want more.

‘Evan?’ Joe says, as they walk into the kitchen and start arranging the pizzas boxes on Frannie’s giant table. ‘What’d he do?’

‘Just asked me out, over a fucking pizza delivery,’ Frannie says. ‘Here are the pizzas, also, are you down to fuck?’

‘That’s disgusting,’ Joe says, but he’s laughing as he roots in Frannie’s fridge for mayonnaise. Cathy knows that is what he is looking for without his having to say. ‘Should have ordered a hot dog,’ he adds, his voice muffled as he searches.

‘I can’t believe he has a second job,’ Cathy says.

‘I might complain that the pizzas are cold.’

‘Don’t,’ Cathy says, reaching for Joe’s arm. ‘He’s obviously – I don’t know. Going through some stuff.’