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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

But it isn’t only that sentence that does it or how boxed into a corner Joe feels. It is Evan’s expression, a beat after he’s spoken. Triumphant. Full of testosterone. Somebody who has finally got one over on his boss.

Joe isn’t having it.

For a second, right as he decides what to do, Joe thinks he sees Evan flinch. Just a slight shiver, the sort a child would make in their sleep. It happens right as they cross the threshold of a field, into the dark wilderness. Joe looks sideways at Evan, the moon right behind his ear, and he wonders what life will look like tomorrow.

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Part VII

MURDER

68.

Joe

If he will take down Joe’s family, then Joe will take down Evan. He balls his hand into a fist, as he has a hundred times before, and connects it completely and squarely with Evan’s jaw.

The punch lands with more of a thud than a smack, Joe feeling exquisite with the release of it, the power in his arm having bowled Evan over. He stumbles once, twice, his head lolling back as Joe watches. And then he falls backwards, another thud. And then a crack. His head hits two parts of the stile as he goes down.

Joe stares down in shock. The world seems to still around them.

It is a slow and soupy night, the air close and warm, like the air in an indoor swimming pool. Clammy. The moon he and Frannie looked at earlier is now partly obscured by a bundle of pillowy clouds. The rain that’s troubled them all summer has finally gone, like the weather too knows the new phase they’re in. He thinks of Frannie’s hand gripping his over their fence.

The ground is soft underfoot, muddy tracks made by tractors and farm traffic. He’s always loved living here with Lydia, close to his family, and he’ll miss it. It was written in the invisible stars, he thinks, looking upwards. From that night in Verona. It was always going to end here.

Joe reaches down for Evan’s wrist and holds it listlessly. There’s no pulse. His head is bleeding profusely. Sweat rises from some deep, warm part of Joe, and he begins to tremble.

Alone in the field, tears bud in his throat and he finds himself wondering as he cries whether Evan has any siblings.

Joe reaches for his phone, afterwards. Finds the contacts with shaking hands. Finds Cathy. She will know what to do.

‘Help me, please help me,’ he says into the mouthpiece.

‘What?’ Cathy has panic in her voice, her usually muted tone immediately harsh, like she’s been waiting for this. ‘What?’ The second word she utters is resigned, a full, disappointed glob of a word like syrup falling off a spoon.

When he’s talking to her, he hears the BBC Breaking News alert in his ear. Confused, he pulls away the phone to look. Body found near British family’s second home in search for Verona missing man, it says.