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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

They live on a track road. It has no tarmac and no road markings. The hay the nearby farmers use to put the animals to bed at night scents the air, together with flowers, somewhere, wet roses, the kind of homemade perfume she, Frannie and Rosie used to make.

‘Where to?’ Tom says, falling into step beside her. She walks him quickly past Frannie’s and Joe’s windows. She’s not ready for them to meet him. Not while she’s feeling like this, wondering about their motives. Wondering about everything, really. If they’re too close. If it’s dysfunctional.

‘This way – there’s a public footpath,’ Cathy says. ‘It goes over some fields.’

Tom’s shoulder very deliberately bumps against hers. No, not bumps, that’s the wrong word, Cathy thinks. Grazes, brushes. The softest of touches. There is something delicious about his proximity, as though somebody has just struck a match in the air between them. It hums and sings with heat.

‘So, wait, all your siblings live in these houses?’ Tom says.

‘Yep,’ she says lightly. Something in her is embarrassed by it, though she doesn’t know why. Is he a bit too interested in this set-up? What if Frannie was right about him?

‘Wow – that’s intense,’ he says. ‘You must really like each other.’

‘Sometimes,’ Cathy says wryly.

She appraises him, his calm facial expression. What would he even be doing, trying to get her to confess?

‘What have you done today?’ Cathy says, trying to ignore her racing brain.

‘Hmm, hard to say,’ Tom says. ‘Eaten four mint Aero yoghurts.’

She laughs in surprise and he glances down at her. ‘No, really,’ he says.

‘Four?’

‘They come in four packs,’ he says, shrugging.

‘What else?’ Cathy says.

The thing is, she thinks, as she looks at the off-white skies, it is all just too lovely. Even this, in the summer twilight. It is too lovely for her. She is frightened to enjoy it. She’s never told anybody that. She’s aware of it, but she can’t change it, can’t seem to.

But here she is, trying, trying, trying again. And something feels different this time.

‘I did do four lessons,’ Tom says, Cathy thinks reluctantly. They turn down a bridleway, thick with overgrown grass, barely a single-person path through it.

‘You?’ he asks. He is completely oblivious to her awkwardness, she thinks, turning her head to look at him. ‘How many mint Aero yoghurts did you have today?’

‘None,’ she says. ‘Operated on a cat,’ she adds. ‘Thyroidectomy.’

‘Wow,’ he says. They go over the stile and into the fields. Something cracks just behind her. At first she thinks it’s something falling on to the road, but then Tom says, ‘Thunder.’ He pauses for a second, then adds, ‘That is so interesting that you know how to do that.’

‘Oh,’ Cathy says, laughing shyly. ‘No, really. It’s so normal.’

‘Do you know how to operate on a cow?’ There are cows in the distance, but Cathy is not sure that is what made Tom ask. He seems kind of random, which she loves; his questions get her talking.