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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

He heard two phantom knocks in the night, checked outside the window twice, waking Lydia, but there was nobody there. Nobody who stayed around anyway.

The heat of the summer is always there every time Joe opens the door. It never goes away, not even overnight. He can feel his legs burning as he walks to the breakfast room. It’s the second morning, almost thirty-six hours afterwards.

The breakfast hall is a large, double-height room with floor-to-ceiling mullioned windows, made fashionable with the black frames everybody is choosing lately. Two wooden doors are propped open either side of them, letting in sunbeams. A dog roams around the stone floor, a German shepherd who is maybe one or two kilograms overweight. A spiral staircase in the corner of the large, sunlit room leads up to living quarters. It smells of fried butter, croissants, coffee and sun-cream.

Lydia helps herself to a juice, getting Joe one too, even though he needs something soothing, not acidic. She goes to look at the buffet. He rakes a hand through his hair. He’s so fucking tired. He kept thinking of things they’d forgotten last night, but he became tangled up in the thoughts. There were too many of them, overlapping and entwining together, and he was too nervous to write anything down, to make a record of it. Did Frannie get every last drop of blood? Did she clean the shovels? Will a forensic team be able to trace skin cells Will left behind on the road? Is the fire they set actually a warning sign to the police, a semaphore signal they have sent up into the night? Here is where something was covered up, they have inadvertently said. What are they going to do with Will’s wallet and the warrant? It traces him to them; they need to keep it with them, hidden, but they can’t take it through fucking airport security, can they? Joe starts sweating again as he thinks of it, sipping at his too-sweet orange juice.

‘Police,’ Cathy says under her breath to him. Joe stares at the windows. The Polizia di Stato and the Carabinieri are moving across them, their figures distorted by the uneven glass. Five of them. Hanging around the building. Frannie starts jittering next to him, and he throws her a look.

They help themselves to breakfast. ‘Just act normally,’ Joe says to Cathy.

‘I’m not the one covered in sweat.’

Joe has a full fry-up every morning, and so he does today too. He adds three sausages and a spoonful of beans from a steaming silver bowl. The plate is warm in his hands. He’s served coffee as he sits with Cathy, Frannie opposite him, Paul in a highchair by her side. Paul has emptied a four-piece wooden puzzle on to the tray of his chair and is intently studying one of the pieces. Joe reaches for it, and Paul grabs urgently, like a dog guarding a ball, says, ‘My,’ and taps his chest. Joe cannot help but feel the slow drip of love for Paul, who mashes together two puzzle pieces, unconcerned and unaware. This is all for you, this is all for you, this is all for you, Joe tells him internally.