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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘So you deliberately killed him,’ Joe says flatly. Frannie drops her head. Cathy is saying nothing, her brow crumpled, looking like somebody approaching forty for the first time ever.

‘There was no cigarette, at the market?’ Cathy says eventually.

‘No. I saw him there and we rowed. And then when he called to say he was coming – I think he’d been out, in a bar – I went out to meet him, somewhere neutral – I didn’t want him in the villa around Paul – I wanted to try and … to try and talk him down.’

‘And then what?’

Frannie heaves a sigh, a long, sad sigh that seems to go on and on. Several Lego figures sit on her kitchen table, and she reaches over and messes with one, passing it from hand to hand. ‘He said he would be able to get full custody of Paul,’ she says in a soft voice. ‘Because I hadn’t negotiated with him over the years. Because I’d tried to limit access to his child. It sounded like it might be bullshit, but I didn’t know. You just don’t take the risk – not with your kid. I’d just always said I’d let him see Paul when we were over, but that’s all. Each July.’

‘What was he like?’ Joe says quietly.

‘He was just so … so forceful. So powerful, you know? He would. Not. Let. It. Go.’ Frannie rubs at her eyes as she says it. ‘Every morning, some days, there would be a new email. I tried everything.’

‘Why didn’t you say anything? Ever?’ Cathy says.

‘Oh, God, imagine, imagine the receptionist telling the vets,’ Frannie cries. ‘It’s all so fucking unsavoury. Joe and Lydia are married and trying for a baby. You’re happily single.’ Cathy sniffs, not looking at either of them. ‘It’s so – I don’t know. I felt like a fucking EastEnders character with problems with the one-night-stand dad.’

Joe blinks a few times, shaking his head and looking around him. At Frannie’s American-style fridge, a huge space-grey one with an ice dispenser in the front. Her luminous green garden beyond the bi-fold doors. Her huge table, the sheepskin rug draped stylishly over the bench. How are they here? In the most middle-class of kitchens, speaking of murders, of threats, bribes, burying bodies. It all seems so insalubrious, suddenly, that he wants to walk out of this kitchen, leave her house and get straight in his shower. Scrub it all off.

‘So basically,’ Cathy says, her voice unusually loud and clear in Frannie’s kitchen. ‘You let us –’

‘We have almost no time, then, do we?’ Joe says. ‘The body will be found soon, but there’s a … there’s a paper trail.’ Cathy throws him a look which tells him that she’s had the exact same thought. ‘Isn’t there?’

‘You let us,’ Cathy says slowly, ‘you let us take risks we didn’t know we were taking. We thought he was somebody random. Not somebody connected to you through the fucking courts. God, Frannie.’