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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Yes, I just learnt a few weeks ago to do your name,’ her mother says.

Cathy’s eyes fill with tears. So her mother saved her box of things in the afterworld. After Rosie. She only wrote Cathy’s name on it recently. Suddenly Maria’s refusal to let go of the business doesn’t seem like micro-management or a refusal to trust. It seems like love.

Cathy and Frannie take a lunch break outside the next day. They never usually take them together, but Evan is covering. One of the positives, Cathy supposes.

It’s finally bright and dry, a blustery kind of day that makes your cheeks sting from the combination of cold wind and the sun. Cathy can feel the beginning of autumn’s tendrils. Cold nights and apples falling from trees and sitting outside with Tom in knitted jumpers …

Evan is staring at her through the back window in the staff room as she gets up. He’s talking to Maria. ‘I’ll get us some coffees,’ Cathy says to Frannie, who nods.

Cathy dashes inside, through the back. Something has evidently just been said, because Evan and Maria stop talking as soon as she arrives. ‘What?’ she says. ‘I was getting a chair –’

‘Evan thinks he has become a partner?’ Maria says questioningly to Cathy. ‘Which sounds absurd to me?’

Cathy’s heart descends in a chute that seems to run from her throat to her feet. ‘What?’ she says, stalling for time.

Cathy’s eyes meet Evan’s. She is the David to his Goliath. She sends a signal to him with her expression. Her face feels stiff and dry. With emotion, with stress, with the constant rug-pulling of what they have done. ‘Does he?’ she says, staring at Evan, not knowing which way this is going to go, not knowing what his game plan is. What did he say to Maria? And why?

‘My mistake,’ Evan says. ‘I said I’m going for partnership. It’s my ambition,’ he says to Maria, still looking at Cathy.

‘Right,’ Maria says. ‘Well, it would be a big step for us to do that, you know,’ she says. She widens her eyes at Cathy.

Cathy swallows and looks at Evan as he leaves the staff room, whistling. And that’s when she realizes. Games are Evan’s plan. He knows she doesn’t know. He saw her coming in, and said something to Maria, designed to create exactly this effect. The actions of a man who has been powerless for years, and is now drunk on his fortunes. Cathy can’t say anything to him, can’t even look at him for fear the conversation will escalate, so she makes the drinks in silence and goes back outside.

‘Evan just told Mum he’s a partner and then retracted it,’ Cathy says to Frannie.

‘What? Why?’

‘Games, I think. It’s a threat, isn’t it?’ Cathy says.

‘But he’s got what he wants.’ Frannie’s voice is stern, but her hand is trembling as it worries at her lip.

‘He’s got the first thing he wants,’ Cathy says, thinking of what he said last night: Why wouldn’t you get the most out of a situation?