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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

He’s astonished when Cathy takes an actual step back from him. ‘What?’ she says, her voice just a whisper.

He blushes. He allowed his relief at her knowledge, at how in control she is, to let him run his mouth. ‘You know,’ he stammers, ‘just – a, you know, a nice man to share your life with.’

‘I haven’t not found someone,’ she says, making air quotes.

‘Sorry,’ Joe says uselessly. ‘Ignore me.’

Cathy does. They stare into the distance, the air hazy and shimmering with the heat, both thinking.

Perhaps Will was here before he unthinkingly, unknowingly, walked to his death. What was he doing, walking on that road towards their villa late at night? The man that his sister killed before the mystery could be solved, a man dying with his own secrets intact, like an unopened box sent out to sea.

Cathy breathes out cigarette smoke into the summer air like icing sugar, then turns to look at him. ‘It’ll be okay.’

‘I feel like we need more of a plan,’ he says. He thinks for a second. What would his dad do? What would his dad want him to do? ‘There’s a hotline, isn’t there?’ Joe says. ‘That you can text in.’

‘7070. It was on the news. Why?’

‘What if we said we’d seen him?’

Cathy understands his meaning immediately. ‘But not us,’ she says.

‘Get a pay-as-you-go phone. And text in. Say we saw him today.’

She seems to shiver in the sunlight, her shoulders rising up as she turns away from him and breathes smoke out of the side of her mouth. ‘Up to you,’ she says. ‘I feel like we should maybe leave it for now.’

‘Why?’

‘I just think – the cashpoint stuff … you know? We dodged a bullet there.’

‘Yeah. Maybe. Stop playing with fire,’ Joe says softly, looking at the amber tip of his cigarette, slowly turning to ash, orange to grey like a fast cremation.

‘Exactly. And … I don’t know.’ Cathy scuffs the ground with the toe of her trainer. ‘It’s just – I don’t know. It’s all a bit distasteful, isn’t it?’

‘Yeah, I think we’ve really crossed the Rubicon with distasteful,’ Joe says drily.

‘Maybe,’ Cathy says.

They stand in silence for a few minutes more.

‘She said she couldn’t stop,’ Cathy says, so quietly he has to strain to hear.

‘I know.’

They stop speaking, letting the words and the suspicion hang in the air between them.

‘Cath,’ he says quietly now.

‘Yeah?’ She looks up at him, round brown eyes concerned.

‘Would you have done the same for me?’

Cathy waits a beat, still looking at him. ‘Of course,’ she says. She waits a second, seemingly thinking, then adds: ‘Of course I would. I am.’ She doesn’t ask the question back.

‘You are?’

‘I am keeping your crimes a secret,’ she says simply.

Joe takes out another cigarette and offers one to Cathy. She takes it, unlit, holds it until she has finished the previous one. Joe lights them both, then plays with the lighter, pulling and pulling on the little wheel, looking at the small, contained fire that pops up, and is easily put out, over and over again.