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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

Joe can’t stop staring at them. Lydia is probably wondering where they are, but he doesn’t care. He’s transfixed by the spectacle of the dogs, like a herd coming together. Yet more are being let out of yet more police cars. There must be twenty of them.

Joe turns to look at Cathy. Together, they go around to the front of the building. They are acting suspiciously, but they can’t help it. They stand next to an orange tree that is so perfect and round it looks fake, the oranges hanging like lanterns. Joe lights up a roll-up.

He tries to look natural as the police file past. Then the media, news reporters with fluffy microphones looking for soundbites, looking for suspects. The pretence of all this. He’s going to have to keep it up forever. He can barely stand the thought of it.

‘We wanted this,’ he says to Cathy in a low voice when they’ve gone.

‘I know.’

She looks ashen now in the bright sunlight. She makes a flicking gesture with her fingers, and he hands her the cigarette he’s rolled, though she doesn’t smoke. He lights it for her while it’s in her mouth, both of them trying to manage with shaking hands. Their eyes meet, his face close to hers, but neither of them speaks.

‘Do you regret answering?’ he asks her.

She knows exactly what he means. She always does. Whether she will confide is another matter. ‘No,’ she says. ‘No.’ She shrugs. ‘It’s Frannie.’

The police are letting the dogs off their leads and into the distance. Their tails are up. They block the sun, light and shadow, light and shadow, as they move towards the horizon.

‘They can’t smell below six feet,’ Cathy says quietly, when the police are out of earshot, and they’re alone again. ‘We thought it through.’

‘The blood,’ he mumbles around his cigarette.

‘Just have to hope she’s cleaned it up.’ Cathy holds her cigarette between her middle and ring fingers, close to the knuckle, like a seasoned smoker. When she puffs on it, her face is right next to her hand. ‘You look like a Mafia boss,’ Joe says with a tiny laugh borne out of a manic kind of anxiety at the situation they find themselves in rather than anything light.

Cathy throws him a wan smile.

Joe finishes the cigarette and scuffs it out in the dirt. His legs feel like he has been exercising, the muscles trembling with fear.

‘There’s no way we haven’t got his smell on us. On our drive … our clothes,’ Joe says, thinking aloud. ‘Can’t those dogs smell a treat about a mile off? I operated on one once, and he knew exactly where I was at all times.’

‘I’ve washed all the clothes,’ Cathy says. ‘Don’t worry. I’ve taken care of it. They are trained to smell decomposition. He was … he’d only just died. I think the scent is different.’

Joe nods. Relief rushes up through him. She’s got it. She’ll sort it. ‘You’re so fucking smart,’ he says to Cathy. ‘Can’t believe you’ve never found someone.’