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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

Evan is just standing there, doing nothing except waiting. He’s got changed out of his Vets 24 tunic and into jeans and a t-shirt, a jacket slung over his arm. He looks like he’s waiting for a bus.

‘Got the wrong room?’ Joe says to him.

‘Glad you’re still here,’ Evan says. He glances at Joe, an unreadable expression on his face.

‘Only just,’ Joe says tightly. ‘On my way out. Shall I just lock you in here for the night, or –’

‘I was thinking.’ Evan glances upwards, with all of the time and confidence of a man with the upper hand. He’s standing next to a poster about the appropriate weight for dogs, the royal-blue wall of Vets 24 behind him.

‘About what?’

‘About what you and Cathy told me.’

‘Right …’ Joe says, and he feels the words die on his lips, he really does.

He can see exactly where this is going. He’s not an idiot. Just when they think it can’t get any worse, it does, like a disease progressing relentlessly through a body. He stares impassively back at Evan.

Joe suddenly wonders if he could defend himself against Evan. Evan is shorter than him. Stockier, but it isn’t strength. Yeah, he could probably win a fight with him, he finds himself thinking, especially with the weight he’s put on. Jesus. Where is this coming from? ‘Look. What’s the situation here?’ he says to Evan.

‘I think this practice could benefit from some non-Plant input.’

‘Right.’

‘Right? New blood on the board.’

‘There’s no board,’ Joe says tightly. ‘It’s a partnership.’ He turns off the cat scales and screws the lid tight on the glass dog-treat jar, just for something to do.

‘Look,’ Evan says with a loud laugh, and all Joe is thinking is that he should have seen this coming. Evan is mercenary. Evan is an opportunist. Evan is broke. Joe winces as he thinks of it. How obvious it is.

Evan is acting completely in character, only Joe was expecting him not to. Why? He has been so foolish.

He turns away from Evan. It’s too painful to look at him right now. He concentrates on switching off his computer. Are you sure you want to quit? it says.

‘Well?’ Evan says.

‘You’re threatening me.’

Evan laughs again. ‘I mean – Joe. I’d be mad not to use this, wouldn’t I?’ he says. He’s genuinely asking, Joe thinks, looking at him in astonishment. Would he use it? No, he wouldn’t. He would try to fucking forget the knowledge he’d been given, if he were in Evan’s position, he thinks darkly.

‘I’ll let you think on it,’ Evan says. He reaches behind his back without turning around and opens Joe’s door, then walks across the dimly lit empty reception and out the front without looking back. ‘Am looking forward to quitting the second job that you never cared I had, though,’ he adds softly.

‘I did care,’ Joe shouts.

He forces himself to stop. He’s got to breathe, to let his heartbeat slow. He had a panic attack last night in bed, thinking of Paul waking up one morning without his mother if they fuck this up, if he fucks this up.