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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

He always wanted to incorporate their surname into the veterinary practice, when his mother handed it over to him, Cathy and Frannie, but everybody said it didn’t work, said it sounded like a garden centre. And so instead they named it the anodyne Vets 24 – something so modern it makes his mother wince. Evan, the most senior vet who isn’t in the family partnership, is currently running it while they’re away, here, though Joe is sure they will hear all about that when they return. Evan thinks he is a real hero. Their retired mother, Maria, is helping out a couple of days a week too. Hopefully she will prop him up.

Cathy nods quickly. ‘Yeah.’ Their eyes meet again. ‘Only us. Forever.’

It takes another hour to finish digging. The last foot is the hardest. The soil is cool and packed, the night sky above Joe quiet and dark. Worms veer out of the sides of the hole, almost as if they are leering at him as he digs.

Frannie’s head pokes over the edge of the grave at five thirty. She’s finished burning the blood on the road and the grass verges, and cleaned the car. She couldn’t get the dent out of the fender, she says, but Joe has a plan for that. She helps them get out of the grave, three chain-linked siblings, their hands in each other’s.

When Cathy emerges, the sky is beginning to lighten, black to grey, dawn in monochrome. It’s still warm, the night heavily scented and close.

‘Right,’ Cathy says sadly. She picks up the wallet. ‘You didn’t check his name?’ she asks.

‘Didn’t want to,’ Joe says.

He watches her run her fingers over the embossed name on a credit card. ‘Mr W. R. McGovern,’ she says softly. She finds his driving licence. ‘William. He’s thirty-one.’

‘Was,’ Frannie says, casting a glance at Joe.

‘Was,’ Joe echoes.

Frannie leans back over William R. McGovern, aged thirty-one, as if blessing him. When she sits back, her forehead is anointed with blood. The grave dug, Cathy leans over and closes his eyes with the very tips of her fingers.

8.

Now

Jason’s Office, mid February, 5.55 p.m.

Jason and I are standing outside his office in the cold. He is shifting from foot to foot, wanting to head off, I guess, to wherever it is that he goes. He rushed me out with him at ten to six, but seemed to want to keep talking, asking me questions in the lift on the way down and as we crossed the shabby foyer, trying to make the most of the time given.

‘Before I go,’ he says for the second time, lighting a cigarette wordlessly, without explanation or excuse, ‘still no contact with the others?’

‘No,’ I say. ‘Nothing.’

‘Right,’ he says, flicking the end of the cigarette, evidently thinking as he breathes out two columns of blue smoke from his nose. ‘Interesting.’

‘Yeah?’

‘Well. Not what I expected,’ he says with a brief shrug. ‘Families – you know. They usually find it hard to sever the ties.’ His eyes catch mine, the tip of the cigarette a small sun in the descending winter murkiness. ‘No matter the circumstances,’ he adds.