Chapters (95)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Video #1
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Video #2
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Video #3
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- The Final Video
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
“There are about ten more like that,” he says when he turns back to me. “They’d finally tapered off after you posted the first video. Now that you made this one, it’s open season again. And I didn’t mention this before because I didn’t want to add to your problems, but now the crazies have been emailing me at work and calling my office. I had to alert campus security.”
“Why are you telling me all of this?”
“So you know you have to be careful, Hunter,” he says. “There are a lot of nuts out there, and they certainly know where we live. Your sister still has to go to school. Hell, you’re supposed to be in school. You should be doing your homework instead of going out. That’s dangerous, too. It’s a school day.”
“Sorry,” I say.
“I’m trying to protect you,” he says. “And Livvy. But you’re making it awfully tough.”
“Just forget it,” I say. “I’ll be in my room.”
“No more videos,” he says, pointing at me. “You hear?”
“Do you hear?” I ask. “Did you even hear what I said when I came in?”
He pauses for a moment, considers me. “Okay, yes, I did hear you say you had something to tell me. What is it?”
“You really want to know? Are you sure it’s not more important than the phone or the voicemail?”
“Hunter. What is it?”
I think about not telling him, but I want him to know.
“I remembered part of the accident today, Dad. I saw it. I saw what I hadn’t been able to remember before.”
Dad’s face shifts. The lines go out of his forehead. He takes a step toward me. “Hunter, that’s great. What did you—”
“Just forget it,” I say. “It’s not as important as the deranged phone calls.”
“I didn’t say that. Now just tell me—”
I brush past him, heading for the stairs.
“Hunter, don’t be like that.”
But I don’t respond. And just to be a real dick, when I get upstairs, I slam my bedroom door.
Thirty-Nine
I flop onto the bed, avoiding eye contact with the stack of schoolbooks on my desk. It might as well be Mt. Everest. I wish I could lose myself in something as inconsequential as school, but I can’t.
Instead, I pull out my phone.
I scroll to the message from Daniel. The one he sent me the night he died.
The one he must have sent me right before he died.
It makes me feel empty. Like I’m floating away.
I almost put down the phone and ignore the video, but I can’t. This is what he so desperately wanted me to see. This is what meant so much to him. I owe him this.