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Chapters (95)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Video #1
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-One
  27. Twenty-Two
  28. Twenty-Three
  29. Twenty-Four
  30. Twenty-Five
  31. Twenty-Six
  32. Video #2
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Forty-Three
  50. Forty-Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Fifty-Seven
  64. Fifty-Eight
  65. Fifty-Nine
  66. Sixty
  67. Sixty-One
  68. Sixty-Two
  69. Sixty-Three
  70. Sixty-Four
  71. Sixty-Five
  72. Video #3
  73. Sixty-Six
  74. Sixty-Seven
  75. Sixty-Eight
  76. Sixty-Nine
  77. Seventy
  78. Seventy-One
  79. Seventy-Two
  80. Seventy-Three
  81. Seventy-Four
  82. Seventy-Five
  83. Seventy-Six
  84. Seventy-Seven
  85. Seventy-Eight
  86. Seventy-Nine
  87. Eighty
  88. Eighty-One
  89. Eighty-Two
  90. Eighty-Three
  91. The Final Video
  92. Acknowledgments
  93. About the Author
  94. Back Cover

But the jealousy didn’t last. She is that good. And poetry isn’t really my thing. Verse and meter confines me, and my free-verse poems turn into stories and just keep going and going. Ron says to accept who my identity as a writer and move on. Ron—he lets us call him “Ron” when we meet in the club—says prose writers make more money than poets anyway. He always laughs to let us know he isn’t really serious. He encourages his students to write what we want.

“Let’s face it,” he said once, “the world is full of rules and expectations. Just let your imaginations run wild wherever you can.”

The office is mostly empty. Mr. Feltz and Mrs. Paine are there, each with their heads bent over their computers, tapping away. Feltz has been at Garrett Morgan for over forty years. He has a thick gray mustache and a bulging stomach. He looks up and leans back in his chair, which creaks beneath his weight.

“Looking for Hartman?” he asks.

I took Feltz’s class, Reading American Authors, last year. He was good, but a little scattered. He spent too much time talking about his stint in Vietnam. His war stories were fascinating, but a lot of students fell asleep. He knows my role in Ex Libris—I’m the president this year—so I’m always coming by to talk to Ron. Sometimes Chloe comes with me, although lately she’s been busy with her college applications, and I’ve been coming alone.

“Is he around?” I ask.

“He’s out today,” Feltz says, brushing crumbs off his shirt. His gut makes a shelf where they land.

“Sick?” I ask.

“Likely,” Mrs. Paine says without looking up. “Or he ran off to join the circus.”

Feltz chuckles. Mrs. Paine teaches drama, and her hair is the color of a fire engine and flows down her shoulders like a flaming waterfall. Chloe says it’s a wig.

“Nothing serious?” I ask.

Feltz shakes his head, tapping a red pen against his thigh. His fingernails are thick and yellowed, and his hands look like they could crush rock. An image of a younger, thinner version of him slinking through a Vietnamese jungle, M16 in hand, pops into my head. He must look at all of us kids with our medications and our anxieties and viral videos and worry for the future.

“You’ve been in the news a lot,” he says. “And you’re a video star. I guess one advantage of Hartman being a Luddite is he won’t see you shared it on the Ex Libris channel.”

I remember my manners, the ones Mom taught me. And given his military experience…

“Yes, sir. I was just trying to do something to help…”

“Chloe took my class sophomore year,” he says, still tapping the pen. “A bright girl. Very promising. I hope they solve the case soon. And with a positive result.”