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  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Video #1
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-One
  27. Twenty-Two
  28. Twenty-Three
  29. Twenty-Four
  30. Twenty-Five
  31. Twenty-Six
  32. Video #2
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Forty-Three
  50. Forty-Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Fifty-Seven
  64. Fifty-Eight
  65. Fifty-Nine
  66. Sixty
  67. Sixty-One
  68. Sixty-Two
  69. Sixty-Three
  70. Sixty-Four
  71. Sixty-Five
  72. Video #3
  73. Sixty-Six
  74. Sixty-Seven
  75. Sixty-Eight
  76. Sixty-Nine
  77. Seventy
  78. Seventy-One
  79. Seventy-Two
  80. Seventy-Three
  81. Seventy-Four
  82. Seventy-Five
  83. Seventy-Six
  84. Seventy-Seven
  85. Seventy-Eight
  86. Seventy-Nine
  87. Eighty
  88. Eighty-One
  89. Eighty-Two
  90. Eighty-Three
  91. The Final Video
  92. Acknowledgments
  93. About the Author
  94. Back Cover

And she barges in before I can even answer.

Olivia closes the door behind her. She’s wearing Mom’s oversized black hoodie that says “New York City.” We were supposed to take a family trip to New York the year Mom got diagnosed, but that news ended any chance of a vacation. Dad ordered the sweatshirt online, and we all signed our names on the card. Since Mom died, Livvy’s been wearing it around the house, even though it’s big enough for another small person to fit inside it with her.

“Time to eat?” I ask.

“No. Dad said he might order sandwiches from Ray’s later, but right now he’s busy grading. As usual.” She rolls her eyes. “I’m thinking I might go vegan. Do you know the way they treat chickens?”

“I’m familiar with it.”

“I’m sure Ray doesn’t serve anything organic.”

“He probably isn’t humane enough to pay his employees minimum wage.”

“No doubt.”

She sits on the edge of my bed and twirls the hoodie’s drawstring. She has something to say, but it’s not like Olivia to be coy. Or cautious.

“Was today your last day of detention?” I ask.

“Yeah. Whitley told me if I hit anybody else, I’ll get suspended. I told him I’d hit anybody who defamed my family. Maybe I shouldn’t have said that.”

“If you hadn’t, then you wouldn’t be you.”

“True that.” She continues playing with the string. “How’s the homework going?”

“Is that what you came in here to ask? I can tell you want something. Why are you acting so…I don’t know…reluctant to spill it?”

She sighs. It’s beyond theatrical. “Okay, fine. I talked to Dad, and he told me what the police said. About Chloe maybe being pregnant. I guess he’s worried about you.”

“So he sent you to check up on me?”

“Pretty much. You know he can’t talk about sex stuff.”

Dad’s trip down memory lane at the kitchen table comes back to me. Details of his adolescent sex life coming out with Detective Haley looking on. Maybe Dad is much more complex than any of us know.

“Chloe never mentioned anything like that to you, did she?” I ask.

Olivia scrunches her face. “Ewww. I never wanted to hear about you and her…you know.” Her hands flutter in the air.

“I thought you were so liberated.”

“Not about my brother’s sex life,” she says. “I mean, I figured you guys were doing it. After all, you were together over six months and totally in love. I also figured you two would be completely cautious about birth control and stuff, like you’d be all wrapped in condoms from head to toe. Ewww. Now I just pictured that.”

“Thanks.”

“Soooo…it’s not possible?”

“I don’t know, Livvy.”